naruto-story Chapter 17 Forgiveness
Chapter 17 Forgiveness
Shen Yuxue was exhausted tonight, Yan Nangui sent him some pills to let him have a good rest.Shen Yuxue chose a few and adjusted her breathing all night.
The next day, the weather in Yaozu was a bit dull, and it looked like there was going to be a storm.
Most people have heard about Shen Yuxue's rampage against the monster clan last night, but they don't know what happened in the Colosseum. They only know that the beast fight was suspended today, and Mu Yun was taken away by Mo Ze for treatment.
There is no shortage of gossip in Yaozu. The fact that Shen Yuxue helped Yan Nangui take down Yaozu is still vivid in his memory. The relationship between him and Yan Nangui has never been short of topics in Yaozu.Now that this is added again, there is a lot of talk in the Yaozu, and what you say and what you say is extremely ambiguous.
However, these rumors quickly disappeared under Chen Shaoqing's control. Chen Shaoqing would not let Shen Yuxue and Yan Nangui have any chance to rekindle their old relationship.
When Shen Yuxue woke up, the first person who came to visit him in the room was Chen Shaoqing, holding the freshly refined elixir in his hand, with a kind smile on his face, and said with a smile that Yan Nangui was worried, Ask him to come and help with healing.
Shen Yuxue knew a lot about her physical condition, so she declined Chen Shaoqing's kindness and asked about Mu Yun's condition.
"Elder Shen, don't worry, with Mo Ze watching over him, Mu Yun will be safe." Not only is Chen Shaoqing gentle, but his voice is also gentle, which makes it easy for people to relax their vigilance.
Shen Yuxue hummed when she heard that Mo Ze was taking care of her, and suddenly remembered that Mo Ze told him to be careful of Chen Shaoqing in Leihuoshan Village.At that time, Shen Yuxue didn't pay much attention to Mo Ze's words without beginning or end.
As a disciple of the Jinyang Sect, Chen Shaoqing started his career earlier than Ning Bufan. He is not talented enough, so he has been unknown in the sect.Seeing Shen Yuxue by chance, she asked eagerly if she could accept him.
Shen Yuxue was cautious about accepting apprentices, and only kept people by her side to follow.In his memory, Chen Shaoqing was not only gentle, but also a benevolent doctor.But now looking at the chaotic situation of Yaozu, Shen Yuxue has doubts about his doctor's benevolence.
"Have you been doing well in Yaozu all these years?" Shen Yuxue asked with concern.
Chen Shaoqing's complexion was slightly red, her eyes were downcast, and her face was filled with a satisfied smile: "It's good, Junior Brother Yan has always taken care of me."
When Yan Nangui was mentioned, Chen Shaoqing's eyes shone, and he secretly glanced at Shen Yuxue. After meeting his gaze, he turned his head quickly, pinched his sleeves and said, "You also know that I have a crush on Junior Brother Yan. Follow along." His leaving was the most capricious thing I ever mustered up the courage to do."
Gentleness may also be soft-tempered, not knowing how to reject strong demands from others.
Shen Yuxue recalled Chen Shaoqing's performance in the sect, it was indeed a bit similar.Only in the matter of Yan Nangui, he showed a rare stubbornness.
Shen Yuxue took a deep look at him and said, "It's pretty good, at least he didn't disappoint you."
Chen Shaoqing smiled, noncommittal to this.He looked at the calm and indifferent Shen Yuxue, and suddenly said: "Did Junior Brother Yan disappoint Elder Shen?"
Shen Yuxue picked up the tea on the table, but did not answer.
How could he be more than disappointed with Yannan Gui now?Yan Nangui had already deviated from their original intention of being a teacher, and was walking in the opposite direction.
But this kind of words do not need to tell outsiders.
After a long silence, Chen Shaoqing said: "Elder Shen, I dare to say something more, you have achieved great success, and you don't have such a deep bond with the emotions of the world, so you can let go, but Junior Brother Yan can't. Ordinary entanglements are also fine. Forget it, it's a catastrophe of extermination, bloody hatred. He actually cares about you very much, I hope you won't be disappointed in him."
Chen Shaoqing spoke so sincerely that he only had to write the word "pray" on his face.But what he said was wrong. At first glance, he was trying to persuade her with good intentions, but actually he felt that Shen Yuxue was too cold-blooded and did not understand the bondage of emotions in the world.
Shen Yuxue still drank tea calmly, Chen Shaoqing sighed, said nothing, got up and left.
After Chen Shaoqing left, Shen Yuxue wanted to go out to visit Mu Yun, but as soon as he reached the door, he bumped into Yan Nangui, who was by the door, but he didn't enter the house.
He leaned against the wall, folded his arms, and looked out at the cloudy sky in the distance.
Shen Yuxue's perception has weakened, and she has become accustomed to his silent appearance, maybe he came when Chen Shaoqing was there just now.On one side is the greedy master, and on the other side is the senior brother who has been in love for a long time, of course he chooses to avoid it.
"Where are you going, master?" Yan Nangui turned his head to look at Shen Yuxue, his starry eyes drooped, and his slender eyelashes covered the expression in his eyes.
Shen Yuxue didn't tell the truth: "Go out to get some air, since you're here, why don't you go in?"
Yan Nangui laughed, and said in a low voice: "I'm afraid that after I go in, Master won't want to breathe."
Shen Yuxue looked up at him, Yan Nangui said: "Should I be happy, Master has learned to perfunctory me in order to take care of my mood?"
Yan Nangui knew Shen Yuxue well, not to mention he just came here, he came with Chen Shaoqing, he heard everything in the room.If Shen Yuxue could speak, she would ask Mu Yun first, isn't she going out now to meet people?
"Master, there is a question that I have been unable to understand. What is my hatred in your eyes?"
Yan Nangui walked towards Shen Yuxue and stood still in front of him. He was as tall as Shen Yuxue when he first joined the teacher's school, but now he is much taller than Shen Yuxue.It turned out that he could already look down at Shen Yuxue and see the expressions on his face.
He no longer needs Shen Yuxue's protection, he faces the injustice brought to him by fate, and he thinks he should get it back.
But Shen Yuxue didn't think so.
"Is it a test brought to me by fate, to temper my Dao heart? Or is life and death permanent and cannot be forced?" Yan Nangui slightly raised his mouth, and said lightly, "Or it is pure hatred, which needs to be treated with blood. Tribute?"
Yan Nangui clasped his fingers lightly, not aggressive, and surprisingly calm.
"When I accepted you as my apprentice, I already knew the grievances between you and the Yaozu. You have practiced under my sect for all these years, did I ever say that you are not allowed to take revenge?" Shen Yuxue asked back: "After you told me to return to the Yaozu I don't understand what's going to happen? Did I stop you?"
Yan Nangui was speechless, Shen Yuxue never stopped him from the beginning of the conflict, he spared no effort for him, even broke the rules set by himself and participated in personal grievances.
At that time, Shen Yuxue was facing him, there is no doubt about it.
But is this really the case?
Yan Nangui smiled wryly, and said: "You really didn't, because Yu Jing was too cruel at that time, and the monster clan's pleas for help flew to your hands like snowflakes, you can no longer sit idly by, so you took action. You are not for me not your vengeance, but your own reputation."
Shen Yuxue had indeed received calls for help from the Yaozu, and since he stayed in the Lower Cultivation Realm, such letters have never stopped.When he grew up with Yan Nangui, he had thought about the internal problems of the Yaozu, and also thought about changing the Yaozu's king.
He did have selfish intentions at the time, but his selfish intentions were to provide Yan Nangui with a bigger stage for him to practice better.
He is not for himself!
"Why do you think so?" Shen Yuxue was surprised, he couldn't believe it.
"Isn't that the case?" Yan Nangui said: "You only need to kill Yu Jing, and it is enough for the Yaozu to be grateful to you. You think this is enough, and you start to show your kindness, your fraternity, and you don't even have any Forgive my enemies without burden!"
Yan Nangui's emotions were a little agitated, and the words were followed by suppressed anger.
Shen Yuxue only felt it was absurd, and said: "How did Yu Jing treat the Xuanhu clan kindly? Your enemies were killed and wounded in that battle, leaving behind innocent people who were oppressed like other monster clans! With the same bloodline as Yu Jing, don't they have the right to live?"
"In your eyes, everyone has the right to live, but what about my parents? Don't they have the right to live? Who gave them the chance to live?" Yan Nangui could no longer suppress his heart He held Shen Yuxue's arm, his eyes were red, and he roared angrily.
During the period when Yu Jing ruled the monster clan, he was lustful and lustful, and Yan Nangui's parents were famously good-looking in the Yu clan, so naturally they couldn't escape Yu Jing's clutches.In order to get Yan Nangui's parents into the account, he launched a war against the Yu Clan.
Thinking of the genocide that year, Yan Nangui couldn't control the pain and sorrow, he almost wailed: "If Chen Shaoqing hadn't saved me twice in times of crisis, I would have died long ago. But what is the point of me surviving?" Use? My mother was beheaded by Yu Jing and hung in the royal court, and my father could not escape the humiliation. He was made into a mummy by Yu Jing in the secret room of the royal court and could not be buried. Master, tell me, you After seeing his body nailed to the wall, why do you still ask me to give up so calmly?"
Yan Nangui was weeping, his heart agitated like a knife.How many times did he dream back in the middle of the night, crying in the nightmare, he walked towards his parents step by step to save them, but in the end he could only watch them die before his eyes.
His mother's bones were collected secretly by the Yu clan, but his father's bones were not found until he went to the royal court and opened the secret room.The man who once pampered him in the palm of his hand and took him soaring into the sky maintained his appearance before death, his eyes were empty and blank.His wings have long lost the luster of the past, and they are so dry that they will turn to ashes if they are touched lightly.
Of course, Shen Yuxue did not forget this scene, just because he remembered that he knew better that he could not let Yan Nangui go free, the power of hatred is enough to destroy a person's Dao heart, making him deeply trapped in it and unable to extricate himself.
Returning to Yannan is already the practice of Guixu Dzogchen, one step away from Mahayana, and after Mahayana is crossing the catastrophe.This catastrophe is a heart catastrophe, if Yan Nangui can't let it go, and is contaminated with more innocent karma, crossing the catastrophe will be the end.
Shen Yuxue has been guiding him, and his daily practice has also been honed, but in the end Yan Nangui chose to be buried with blood.
Shen Yuxue's previous consolation has become insignificant.
"What's the use of me telling you this? You don't understand at all!" Yan Nangui laughed at himself. He looked at Shen Yuxue with a sad expression, and mocked coldly: "You are Shen Xianjun who is high above you. Ping Shun, you have attracted the attention of all since you appeared in the Lower Cultivation Realm. You have never struggled with hatred, and you have never tasted the powerlessness of a parent who died in front of your eyes. You will only judge me with the highest morality, and lightly want me Give up. Even if you think about it for me from my perspective, you will not choose to save the Xuanhu clan!"
Shen Yuxue's deep black eyes were bloodshot in Yan Nangui's hysteria, Yan Nangui was venting his emotions, showing his hatred to Shen Yuxue.What he didn't notice was that when he mentioned the tribe, the blood on Shen Yuxue's face faded completely.
The author has something to say:
Jiang Yunye: Can I still come out?If I can't get out again, I'm going to rob someone!
(Today was also a day when I couldn’t come out, so miserable)