After my rebirth, my paranoid husband was so excited that I trembled.

Chapter 348 In this life, you still don’t love me

She stared at the man's face carefully, he had changed so much.

His sudden weight loss has made his cheeks sunken and his double eyelids drooped.

The pair of eyes that were always bright and dark were now filled with grayness and death.

This shouldn't be what Lian Chengyu looks like.

He should always be the person who shines brightly and holds a high position, and should be the carrier of the word "perfection".

After looking at each other for a long time, her breathing gradually became calmer. She resisted his strength with her arms, slowly held his face, and made the final choice.

Tears rolled down the corner of her mouth and hung on her chin. She smiled, her voice filled with relief after she was weak.

She confessed.

This is her life.

Under his broken gaze, she whispered, "No need, Lian Chengyu, I'm sorry."

sorry……

She admitted it.

After closing her eyes and letting a few more tears fall at the same time, she continued, "It was me, it was me...who betrayed you."

"Lu Jingsi and I use our brother-sister relationship as a cover. I use outsiders as a shield because I am afraid that you will hurt him. The child is his."

The face she held seemed to have been slapped, and he stared at her blankly.

Lu Jingxi continued to say with a smile, his voice as light as a feather, "I originally thought that if you agreed to divorce, this matter would not be discovered. Yes, I have... liked my brother since I was a child."

"I went crazy during those years when he was in coma. I worked to earn money to treat his illness. I thought about selling myself to treat his illness. I was even willing to risk my life for him..."

"enough!"

He suddenly waved her arm away and interrupted sharply.

His chest was rising and falling with his violent breathing, and his thin lips were trembling violently. He was so panicked that he didn't know what kind of emotion he should use to treat her.

Not long ago, she said over and over again that she was not pregnant, but now it seemed more like a quibble after feeling guilty.

"Lu Jingxi, do you think... do you think I won't feel pain!"

"is not it!"

He was on the verge of collapse, looking at her hysterically.

Lu Jingxi huddled his shoulders and looked at him quietly.

I know, Lian Chengyu.

I know you are in pain.

But I'm sorry, I can't do anything but add to your pain.

So, don't want me anymore, don't waste your time on me.

OK……

After looking at each other silently, she was picked up and dragged out.

The door was violently pushed open, and everyone waiting outside looked at him.

Lian Chengyu pushed her to Qin Su's side, suppressing the trembling anger in his voice, "Now, perform an abortion on her!"

As soon as this sentence was said, everyone's expressions became strange and complicated.

Doesn't this sentence admit that Lu Jingxi is pregnant and the child is not his?

"How is this possible...Sister-in-law...Lu Jingxi, you are going too far!" Mo Xingyue was the first to break the depressing atmosphere.

"Chengyu!" Lian Ruoyan looked at the two of them nervously, "You..."

"Are you deaf? Give her an abortion!"

The man's gloomy and terrifying eyes were almost filled with white frost.

Lu Jingxi smiled and said, "You are not the father of the child, so why should you make the decision?"

Her eyes were red, and her whole body was about to break at any moment.

But she held on and held on for the last breath, "Only the child's parents have the power to decide whether he should stay or go."

Everyone present felt like they were facing a formidable enemy.

Lu Jingxi's words were obviously arousing the man's suppressed anger.

However, Lian Chengyu swallowed up the anger forcefully.

He took a few steps forward, held her shoulders, and said in a very serious and humble tone, "Xixi, get rid of him and let's start over, okay?"

Lu Jingxi's tears fell uncontrollably again.

The man in front of her was the person she had loved for a long, long time.

He was even so humble that he was willing to accept her cheating, her betrayal, and everything bad about her.

But she really doesn't deserve it.

He clearly has a life that hundreds of millions of people admire and yearn for, but he is willing to burn his passion in her.

Lu Jingxi felt at this moment that life was so difficult.

It's like dancing on a knife's edge, with blood on every step.

He raised his hand to wipe away his tears and looked into his serious eyes, "Lian Chengyu, do you still have time? How long can you hold on with this broken body? Your group has been attacked by the outside world, what do you have left?"

Then she said again, with a hint of ridicule, "You can't say that, you still have the support of the Mo family."

She reached out and pulled the hand off her shoulder, "But even so, I still don't want you."

The man's bloodless lips moved, but no sound came out this time.

"That's it."

She held his wrist and pushed him back.

Without seeing him staggering back, he turned around and walked towards the figure at the door of the hospital.

The silent hospital corridor was so quiet that only the sound of rain and thunder outside the window came in.

She took steps, but her legs had never felt so heavy.

It's only a dozen meters away, why is it so far away?

It was so far that she didn't seem to have enough strength to make it to the end.

She can't walk anymore...

The sound of hurried footsteps suddenly approached from behind, and the next second, she was hugged from behind.

The man's suppressed breathing sounded in his ears, panic and heartbreaking, "Okay, don't abort him... We won't abort him. If you want to have a child, he will be our child..."

"I love him as my child, don't leave..."

Lu Jingxi's heart seemed to explode in her chest, and it was so painful that her breathing hurt, "But I don't love you! Are you deaf?"

Warm and sticky liquid dripped down from her shoulders.

Her body stiffened, eager to break away from his embrace, but he held her tighter and tighter, as if she was welded to her body.

"Lian Chengyu, you..."

"Is it a lie when you said... that you would give me three children? Everything about you is mine. Is it a lie? And..."

"False! It's all fake! Are you annoying? I don't love you. I feel sick even if you touch me! Stay away from me! I never want to see you again in my last life, this life and the next! I understand now Yet?"

The thick smell of blood, mixed with her breath, hit the side of her face.

She clearly felt that he was smiling.

After a long silence, he suddenly spoke.

However, the words she spoke made her freeze in place.

"So Xixi, in this life, you still don't love me..."