After my rebirth, my paranoid husband was so excited that I trembled.

Chapter 637 I don’t want him to be in a dilemma

The light is not strong, so the field of view is much dimmer than during the day.

She took two deep breaths, raised her arms, and aimed at the bullseye.

The chill that grew from the bottom of her heart made her wrists go weak.

Countless voices followed.

Even when he focused on the bullseye, a pair of painful and helpless eyes seemed to flash before his eyes.

bang bang

The moment the gun went off, she felt severe pain in her heart and lower abdomen.

After throwing away the gun, she squatted on the ground, covering her heart and gasping for air.

The unreasonable fear and sadness made her indulge in the blurry scene.

【Do you want to kill me? 】

【sorry Sorry……】

Lu Jingxi pounded his head hard, trying to make the scene more realistic.

But all in vain.

At this time, she didn't hear any footsteps approaching.

Until her big arms were held by a pair of hands, she raised her head suddenly, and her eyes were alert, making her push the person away.

When their eyes met, Lu Jingxi was stunned for a moment, "Lian...Lian Chengyu, why are you here?"

The man was wearing the same camouflage military uniform as Shi Zhuoyuan and stood in front of him.

He stared at her sweaty nose, "What's wrong?"

Lu Jingxi immediately took off his stuffy helmet and shook his head, "I failed in shooting. Let's practice. Why are you here?"

Lian Chengyu took her helmet, took her hand and sat on the sandbag next to her.

He stood in front of her, took out a tissue and wiped the sweat off her face, "I'll be back soon after I finish my business in London."

She looked at his handsome silhouette and wanted to ask what happened over there, but she didn't ask.

"Don't you ask me what I did in the past?"

Lu Jingxi put her arms around his waist, pressed her face against his, and said sullenly, "It must be a very difficult matter for you to go back in person."

Lian Chengyu lowered his head and looked at her thick black hair and reached out to touch it, "People from the Daiwen family beat Ruoyan's legs and hands until they were broken."

Lu Jingxi raised his head suddenly and frowned, "Is it because I want someone from you?"

He was silent.

Lu Jingxi rarely saw a look that resembled consideration on Lian Chengyu's face. She had a clear mind and understood his difficulty.

"What do you want to do?" she asked softly.

"I won't hand it over. You weren't hurt when the car exploded in London. It's lucky for the whole family."

Lu Jingxi sighed, "But Lian Ruoyan still doesn't give up on that man. Please let him go, right?"

"Yeah, but I won't let him go." He held her shoulders, leaned down, and kissed the top of her hair.

"Lian Chengyu, during the five years you have been in London, without the help of Huo Chen, Lian Ruoyan and the others, would you be able to get where you are today."

She looked up at him persistently, not missing any expression that flashed across his face.

Lian Chengyu paused for a second and shook his head, "No."

She pursed her lips and hugged him tighter, "Then give Devon back."

He was about to say something, but Lu Jingxi stopped him in advance, "Just think of it as thanks to Lian Ruoyan for pushing you back to me, and exchanging you with an insignificant man. It's my profit."

"You don't have to feel wronged or sorry for me. Compared to never being able to have you again, those are not worth mentioning at all."

"Although he almost hurt me, I still hate him, but with you here, I don't want those things. People have to look forward and make choices that are in their best interests."

"For me, choosing you is to maximize my interests."

She is now a contented person.

In this life, people must know what they want and what they don’t want. Other irrelevant things must be cleared away as quickly as possible, so that the road will not be heavy and slow.

What she wants is happiness, not only her own happiness, but also Lian Chengyu's happiness.

Small injuries and small harms are nothing compared to the regrets and separations of life and death in these two lives.

There was no need to bring small issues to the table and accuse Lian Chengyu of not putting her first.

He has been with her for two lifetimes, guarding her and loving her, so why should she make things difficult for him.

If we really want to analyze right and wrong in a clear and logical manner, after all, she is the one who feels sorry for him more.

Lian Chengyu looked at her slightly pale face and suddenly asked confusedly, "Are you worried?"

Lu Jingxi hummed, then scratched his hair in frustration, "I'm a bad shooter. If I can't choose a capable instructor and rich equipment, life in the rainforest will be difficult."

Lian Chengyu's eyes flashed with sadness, and he pulled him up, "I'll teach you."

Her eyes lit up and she immediately put the helmet back on her head.

When he came to the shooting stand, he took another helmet and put it on Lian Chengyu. After carefully fastening the hidden buckle on the chin, he handed the gun to him.

"Instructor Lian, let's get started."

Lian Chengyu pulled the person forward, put the gun in her hand, and gave serious instructions.

"First talk about your reaction when you aim the gun." He began to adjust her posture.

Lu Jingxi squinted and looked at the bull's-eye, "My hands are soft, and some strange voices keep popping up in my head, saying something about shooting her, and there are many apologetic voices."

She was talking to herself, not paying any attention to the man behind her. The color on her face had faded.

He stared blankly at her profile, his eyes flashing with overwhelming self-blame.