Necessary Conditions for Crematorium [Rebirth]

Chapter 54

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"Chaoyun, why are you so careless?"

When Gu Mi returned home, he dug out the medicine box and quickly took Shen Chaoyun's hand to bandage it up.

Shen Chaoyun was like a doll at the mercy of others, he blinked his eyes and said nothing, he would obediently do whatever Gu Mi asked him to do.

Looking at the long slit on Shen Chaoyun's finger that was washed white by the water, Gu Mi's blood surged.

He wanted to teach Shen Chaoyun a few words, so that he would not be so careless in the future, but when he saw Shen Chaoyun's pale face, his distress overwhelmed everything, and he couldn't say anything serious.

Shen Chaoyun didn't speak, Gu Mi thought he knew he was wrong, so he was guilty and dared not speak.

"You're indifferent after bleeding so much, what are you thinking?" Gu Mi frowned and looked at Shen Chaoyun, eyes full of disapproval.

Shen Chaoyun's reflex arc may have been stretched a lot, he pulled his hand back, and said slowly: "It's just a little blood, it's not a serious injury."

Hearing these words, Gu Mi glared at him, but she was still more worried about Shen Chaoyun, and took Shen Chaoyun's hand to help him wipe the blood stains on his hands that hadn't been cleaned.

Gu Mi glanced at it, and said casually: "Your ring is stained with blood, I'll take it off for you and wipe it off."

After speaking, he was about to take off Shen Chaoyun's tail ring, but unexpectedly, Shen Chaoyun seemed to have heard something strange, and pulled his hand back in a hurry.

Gu Mi was taken aback.

Shen Chaoyun held the injured hand with his good hand, and said, "It's not a big deal, just let it be."

Gu Mi didn't show any emotion on his face, but his heart tightened, "Okay, be more careful next time."

Shen Chaoyun nodded woodenly, his expression looked like he didn't listen to Gu Mi's words.

Gu Mi's heart sank, but he still didn't say anything.

In the next few days, what Shen Chaoyun tried so hard to hide, he still couldn't hide it.

"what happened?"

Gu Mimi stared open his eyes, and turned on the bedside lamp casually, so fast that Shen Chaoyun didn't even have time to stop him from turning on the light.

"what happened?"

Under the light, Gu Mi could clearly see Shen Chaoyun's pale face and the terrified expression on his face, sober up instantly, his body was faster than his mind, and he quickly hugged Shen Chaoyun and asked him what's wrong.

Shen Chaoyun shook his head with a pale face, "I had a nightmare and woke up with fright."

"It's nothing, go to sleep." Shen Chaoyun said.

Gu Mi held Shen Chaoyun in his arms, and finally fell asleep because of the exhaustion during the day.

I thought it was just an exception, but the next day, something like this happened again.

Gu Mi didn't pay much attention at first, after all, it is normal to have nightmares and be awakened, but Shen Chaoyun's nightmares are too frequent.

Until one day, Gu Mi was awakened by the noise, and found that Shen Chaoyun hadn't woken up yet, but the expression on his face let Gu Mi know that he was dreaming again.

Again and again, no matter how slow Gu Mi is, he can still find something is wrong.

"Chaoyun, let's go to the hospital for a review today." Gu Mi said.

Shen Chaoyun paused, then shook his head, "I don't want to go."

Gu Mi continued to persuade, "Go to the hospital for a checkup, it won't take much time."

Shen Chaoyun's attitude was very firm, "I don't want to go, I won't go."

Shen Chaoyun was unwilling, and Gu Mi couldn't force it, but he already thought that since Shen Chaoyun didn't want to go to the hospital, he should ask the family doctor to come over.

Before Gu Mi invited a doctor, something happened to Shen Chaoyun again.

When receiving the call, Gu Mi almost lost his strength.

When he arrived at the police station, he saw a dazed Shen Chaoyun sitting on a chair in the hall, lost in thought, with several police officers standing beside him.

A policeman saw Gu Mi, "Are you Shen Chaoyun's family?"

Gu Mi nodded, "I am."

The police were relieved to see someone coming, "Come here and sign."

After Gu Mi signed, the policeman said: "Shen Chaoyun is a public figure no matter what, this kind of thing will not affect well, you should talk about it carefully when you bring him back."

"Yes, yes, I have caused you trouble." Gu Mi apologized.

After discussing the compensation, Gu Mi took him home.

Along the way, Shen Chaoyun didn't say a word, he turned his head and looked out the window in a daze, as if he was thinking, or simply in a daze.

"Chaoyun, let's go to the hospital."

After going home to tidy up, Gu Mi didn't care so much, no matter whether Shen Chaoyun was willing or not, he dragged Shen Chaoyun outside.

This time Shen Chaoyun didn't say no again.

He got it.

He is sick.

Shen Chaoyun knows better than anyone else that he is not normal now.

So this time he didn't reject Gu Mi again, and let Gu Mi be at his mercy.

Gu Mi was so stimulated by Shen Chaoyun's affairs that he was about to be stressed.

Shen Chaoyun went out alone today, but for some reason, he walked directly onto the main road and almost had an accident. Fortunately, the other party was an experienced driver, so the bloodshed did not happen.

It was just because of Shen Chaoyun that the driver's car was damaged, and he wanted to discuss compensation with Shen Chaoyun, but Shen Chaoyun was like a mute, without saying a word, the driver directly called the police and let the police handle it.

Knowing all this from the police station, Gu Mi broke out in a cold sweat.

The hospital that Gu Mi took Shen Chaoyun to was rather special, and it was Shen Chaoyun's first visit.

After the full set of inspections was completed, the inspection report came out very quickly. Gu Mi looked at the report, and the square characters on it seemed to have turned into sharpened knives, piercing his heart one by one, stabbing him to a bloody mess.

Leaving Shen Chaoyun outside, Gu Mi went to the doctor with the report.

The doctor looked at the report and said: "Depression and anxiety, the patient's mental state is not very good, it is recommended to intervene as soon as possible."

Depression and anxiety disorders.

Gu Mi was in a daze for a moment, and immediately came back to his senses, "How far has it developed? Do you need to be hospitalized?"

……

Shen Chaoyun was taken home again by Gu Mi.

This time, Shen Chaoyun took the initiative to speak: "Am I sick?"

Gu Mi stepped on the brake, and the car stopped in front of the house.

Gu Mi turned to look at Shen Chaoyun, "You are very healthy."

Shen Chaoyun suddenly laughed, "I'm sick."

Gu Mi repeated again: "You are very healthy."

Shen Chaoyun looked away from Gu Mi's gaze, "Gu Mi, help me to heal my illness, I want to be healthy."

He desires health more than anyone else.

He also knew that he was probably suffering from a mental illness, and he shouldn't be thinking about things in this situation, but he couldn't help it.

Look, he has only used such a healthy body for a few years, and it has been ruined by him like this.

The emotions of self-disgust were lingering, and Shen Chaoyun seemed calm on the surface, but he used silence to resist these emotions.

So he spoke less and less, more and more silent.

Except for Gu Mi, he didn't want to communicate with anyone.

Gu Mi became the only way for him to communicate with the world.

When this path is gone, the fate between Shen Chaoyun and this world will probably come to an end.

Gu Mi: "Chaoyun, you are healthy, but there was a little accident."

Shen Chaoyun leaned against the car window with his face propped up, looking out, with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

He wanted to be healthy, but he also felt that he should not drag this body down any longer.

The body is healthy.

He is the one who is unhealthy.

Without him, the body is still healthy.

Gu Mi was tortured by Shen Chaoyun's illness, he couldn't figure out why Shen Chaoyun fell ill.

How could a person who was so positive and sunny suddenly get sick?

Gu Mi felt scared.

Could it be because of myself?

……

"Mr. Gu."

Gu Mi behind the desk glanced up and asked, "Why did you switch to tea?"

Mr. Secretary said: "Mr. Gu, I think you seem to be getting angry recently, you should drink some fire-reducing tea."

Gu Mi absent-mindedly hummed, recently he was indeed getting angry because of Shen Chaoyun's matter, the corners of his mouth were bubbling, it's normal for the secretary to notice this.

I kept thinking about Shen Chaoyun who was at home, Gu Mi didn't have any intention of working at all.

"Go and call the senior executives here, I'll hold a temporary meeting." Gu Mi told the secretary, he still couldn't rest assured, arranged the company's affairs well, and left enough vacation time for himself.

Secretary: "Okay, Mr. Gu."

After the meeting, Gu Mi was ready to go back with a pile of books.

"What's going on with Mr. Gu recently? Why do you want to read books on psychology?"

Mr. Secretary smiled politely, "This is Mr. Gu's private matter."

The premonition in Gu Mi's heart became true when he returned home.

It's only early autumn, and the weather is neither too hot nor too cold, but as soon as Gu Mi entered the door, a gust of cold air hit him.

Gu Mi's complexion changed suddenly, and he went to look for Shen Chaoyun's figure.

After searching around, I finally found a person who was wrapped tightly in a thick blanket without a hair on the sofa in the living room.

Gu Mi dug the person out, "Aren't you bored?" :лf

Shen Chaoyun's face was flushed, and his eyes were glistening, "You...why are you back?"

Gu Mi took the remote control, adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner to normal, and pulled off the blanket wrapped around Shen Chaoyun's body. When he touched Shen Chaoyun, he was startled by the temperature on Shen Chaoyun's arm.

However, he didn't show any abnormality, and hugged him in his arms, "I miss you, so I don't have the mind to go to work."

Shen Chaoyun smiled when he heard this, but he didn't seem particularly happy.

He hugged Gu Mi tightly with his backhand, as if grabbing a life-saving straw, only by holding it hard can he feel a little safe.

Gu Mi pulled out Shen Chaoyun's forehead, which was wet with sweat and was tightly attached to the skin, and kissed gently, "Have you taken the medicine?"

"Eat." Shen Chaoyun's eyelashes trembled, like feathers soaked in water, water droplets could fall with every movement.

His obedient and obedient appearance made Gu Mi feel strange.

"Is it uncomfortable? Do you want to go out and play?"

Shen Chaoyun shook his head, he knew that he was not in good condition now, and he didn't want to go out to cause trouble for others.

Seeing that Shen Chaoyun fell asleep, Gu Mi turned on the phone and played back a previous missed call.

After hearing what the person on the phone said, Gu Mi quickly took the tablet for Shen Chaoyun to play with, and sure enough, when he opened it, it was the interface of Shen Chaoyun's personal account.

Shen Chaoyun used his account to post a video.

Gu Mi didn't know what kind of mood he was in when he clicked on this video. He only knew that after watching it, his whole body seemed to be out of his body, and he didn't respond for a while.

The index finger moved like a twitch, Gu Mi immediately stuffed the index finger into his mouth, and then bit down hard.

He bit it relentlessly, and the smell of blood came out almost instantly.

Gu Mi unconsciously licked the bleeding blood, even the sweet smell couldn't pull him out of the state.

The video on the tablet was automatically replayed after it finished playing. In the video, Shen Chaoyun shook his hands and took off the tail ring for the first time in front of the public.

Speaking of this tail ring, it has been with Shen Chaoyun for more than ten years. He debuted a few years ago, and this ring seemed to have taken root on his finger. No matter what the situation, he never took it off.

On the back of the ring is an inconspicuous scar, but since this scar was seen by the public, Gu Mi has such a scar in his heart.

The author says:

You screwed me up at school, I can't learn anymore