Rebirth in the 80s: From street stalls to the spotlight of domestic products

Chapter 319 I don’t deserve it.

Shao Qinyun was pulled out of her sleep by the smell of rice. She had no appetite when she smelled this smell.

Suddenly I felt a little hungry.

After stretching, Shao Qinyun sat up from the bed, skillfully picked up the medicine bottle on the bedside table and took two pills before walking out of the room.

"Jiang Rui, is that you?"

"How do you know it's mine?"

Jiang Rui, who was busy in the kitchen downstairs, asked with a smile.

At this moment, he took off his military uniform, put on an apron, and transformed into a househusband.

Seeing Jiang Rui's outfit, Shao Qinyun also showed a long-lost smile on her face.

"These dishes were our favorites when we were kids. After so many years, you are the only one among the brothers in the Jiang family who can make Aunt Jiang's taste. I'll know it just by smelling it."

"Yes, my mother has been wandering around the kitchen all her life, taking care of us with all kinds of hardships, but she still didn't survive a good life and left."

"I'm sorry Jiang Rui, I shouldn't have said this."

"It's okay. There is no need to say sorry between us. Besides, you and I are already middle-aged. Do you still care about this?"

Since the death of his wife, Jiang Rui's face has only softened when facing Shao Qinyun.

Putting the last dish on the table, Jiang Rui greeted.

"Hurry up and sit down and have something to eat. I heard from the nanny that you haven't had a good appetite lately, so I came over to take a look.

Let me tell you, if you are not in good health, you should eat more. Try this chicken. I didn’t add any chili pepper.

But then again, the soul of this dish is chili pepper. Do you still remember that when my mother made it for you when you were a child, it was so spicy that you spit out snot from your nose! "

"Fuck you, you actually remember this kind of thing?"

"Of course, I thought of that as soon as I saw this dish."

The two middle-aged men were talking about their childhood stories in the kitchen, and laughter filled the room. Shao Qinyun even laughed to tears.

She couldn't remember the last time she smiled like this.

Maybe he would be so relaxed only in front of Jiang Rui.

After laughing for a while, Shao Qinyun gradually calmed down, and Jiang Rui chewed the food in his mouth unhurriedly.

He knew that Shao Qinyun must have something to say.

"Jiang Rui."

While talking, Shao Qinyun held his hand.

that moment.

This warrior who once singled out four drug dealers abroad never had his heart beating so fast like now.

Shao Qinyun's palms seemed to be as soft as when she was a child.

"You... you said."

"I haven't said thank you for so many years. If it weren't for you, I might have died in the countryside."

"What are you talking about? How could I not save you? Besides, this is nothing compared to my mission abroad. You don't need to take it to heart."

"is it?"

The corners of Shao Qinyun's mouth turned up slightly, causing Jiang Rui's heart to skip a beat.

"Jiang Rui, even if you don't tell me, I know that you disobeyed orders and forcibly brought me back from that place. For this reason, your Jiang family was also implicated. Otherwise, your current position would never stop here. .”

"Stop talking, I do all this voluntarily, because I like..."

"Jiang Rui!"

The moment those two words were about to be spoken, Shao Qinyun immediately interrupted.

Facing Shao Qinyun's rare pleading look, Jiang Rui remained silent and slowly pulled his hand back, with a wry smile on his determined expression.

"After so many years, can't you still forget that bastard? If it weren't for him, you would have become the youngest chamber of commerce president in Yanjing!"

"You are wrong. I hate him more than anyone else. If he stood in front of me now, I would like to eat him alive myself."

"Then why can't you give me a chance?"

Jiang Rui finally asked the question that was deepest in his heart and had been bothering him for several years.

"I do not deserve."

"Do you think I care about your past?" Jiang Rui looked directly into Shao Qinyun's eyes, and took her hand seriously and affectionately: "Give me a chance to protect you, and I promise not to let you suffer any further grievances!"

"I never wanted to be like this." Shao Qinyun smiled and touched Jiang Rui's cheek and shook his head.

"But I made the wrong choice more than ten years ago. People always have to pay for their own mistakes, and I can't possibly pull you along.

You, and the Jiang family, have done enough for me. "

There were other reasons not stated.

Shao Qinyun felt that she was not worthy of being with Jiang Rui at all, and she could only drag him down.

Jiang Rui opened his mouth and said nothing.

He and Shao Qinyun were childhood sweethearts, but he couldn't understand the woman in front of him.

Her strength and stubbornness cannot be changed by ordinary people.

"By the way Jiang Rui, actually I have one more thing to ask you."

"Just say it."

"You know my body, and you don't know how long it can last. If I die, please help me take care of my daughter."

"Your daughter?"

Jiang Rui was stunned by the news for a while, and it took him a long time to react.

"But didn't your daughter already die in the hospital? The doctor told me that personally."

"That's because they're mean!"

Shao Qinyun told the story of how he found Li Enhui. Jiang Rui clenched his fist tightly and became extremely angry.

"You bastard, these guys should all be shot. If they dare to bully us, I don't think I want his head anymore!"

"I have sent someone to handle this matter, and my only request is that you protect her.

I want my daughter to grow up in peace. As a mother, I have not cared about her for 20 years. I feel guilty!

I am not a responsible mother, I am a sinner! "

Shao Qinyun looked sad.

He opened his mouth wide and whimpered, but what was surprising was that not a single tear fell.

On countless nights.

Shao Qinyun spent the whole time crying.

A few days ago, she found that she seemed to have cried all her tears, and no matter how hard she tried, there was not a drop left.

Jiang Rui felt distressed when he saw her like this. There seemed to be something blocked in his throat, and he had to hold back before he could speak.

"Just tell me, I will treat your daughter as my own child, and I will do my best to give her the best."

"There is no need for that at the moment. She is living a happy life now."

Jiang Rui saw Shao Qinyun's eyes sparkling for the first time, and that kind of pride from the heart made Jiang Rui extremely curious.

Where is her daughter?

"And I haven't gotten to know her yet."

"In other words, she doesn't know you exist until now?"

Under Jiang Rui's inquiry, Shao Qinyun nodded.

"I don't want to disturb her. With an irresponsible mother like me, I don't think she may be willing to accept me. I have never taken care of her in the past 20 years. It would be difficult for anyone to accept it."

"But you can't hide it from her forever. Besides, this is something you have been thinking about for 20 years."

"I will find a way to deal with it, but I ask you to promise me that if my daughter finds you in the future, you must help her."

Jiang Rui held Shao Qinyun's hand and spoke in a serious tone.

"Don't worry, I promise you!"