Rebirth Night Expedition Far River

Chapter 60

When Xie Zheng went back with the second son of the Zhao family, he did not meet the two elders of the Zhao family. Passing by the door of his house, Zhao Cheng stared at him for a while with dark eyes. Wen Jiang stood at the door and said to him: "Come in first, in case It’s hard to say when you meet Uncle Zhao and the others.”

Zhao Cheng wiped his face and followed them into the yard.

As soon as he entered, a figure flew towards Wen Jiang, and Wen Jiang was knocked directly into Xie Zheng's arms. Xie Zheng supported his arm: "A Song, don't run around." Then he straightened Wen Jiang.

Shen Song was not happy: "Go out without Xiaodiu."

Wen Jiang comforted him: "Oh, we went out to do errands, it was boring, and there was no delicious food, so I didn't take you with me. Look, I won't be back soon, and I will give you delicious compensation later."

Shen Song snorted, and looked around Zhao Cheng suspiciously.

Zhao Cheng could also see the difference between Shen Song and others, but he was full of worries at the moment, so he just pulled the corner of his lower lip.

Instead, Shen Song moved closer to Wen Jiang's side. Wen Jiang's instinctive reaction was to wrap his arms around him, but when he thought of his performance in intercepting and killing outside Zhucheng, his expression became embarrassing.

Several people sat down at the stone table in the yard, Wen Jiang said: "I'll go and pour tea for you."

Just happened to meet Xiao Shan who came out, and Xiao Shan glanced at Zhao Cheng: "The second child of the Zhao family?"

"Well, brother Xie and I invited him and Chai Jun, and Chai Jun is that person."

Xiao Shan nodded: "What are you going to do?"

"Make tea."

"I'll go." Xiao Shan said.

"Okay, please, Brother Xiaoshan."

Xiao Shan smiled, turned and went to the kitchen.

Wen Jiang came back and sat down again, facing Zhao Cheng: "I'm sorry, I just invited you here."

Zhao Cheng shook his head: "It's okay."

Wen Jiang said: "Let me introduce first, this is Brother Xie Zhengxie, and Mr. Xie who is taught by Brother Chai Jun and the others. This is my younger brother Xiaodiu, and this is Brother Xiaoshan." He pointed and came back with tea small mountain road.

Xiao Shan put the tea one by one in front of everyone, but gave Shen Song a bowl of ginger syrup alone, Shen Song really wrinkled his face: "Bitter."

Wen Jiang came to a sudden: "Yes, Xiaodiu has been a little bit cold these days, drink it soon, good boy."

Seeing that Wen Jiang didn't speak for him, Shen Song just pouted and drank.

Wen Jiang continued to say to Zhao Cheng: "We also know about you and Brother Chai Jun."

Zhao Cheng's complexion changed slightly: "You guys, what do you want to do?" Thinking of Chai Jun, he hurriedly said, "Ah Jun, he has never done anything against your teaching."

Xie Zheng said at this time: "Don't worry, we can trust Chai Jun's character, and their shopkeeper is also very optimistic about him."

Only then did Zhao Cheng heave a sigh of relief. He lowered his eyes and said in a muffled voice: "Actually, I dragged him down."

Wen Jiang raised his eyebrows: "Why do you say that?"

"Ah Jun is capable. I know in my heart that his identity is not as simple as the waiter in the shop. You don't have to look at me like that. Heh, although I usually don't like to talk too much, I know it all in my heart."

"In this world, he can hide anyone, and he never took the initiative to tell me about the church, but I have been with him for 13 years, and I can always see some clues, but I don't ask. , he didn't say anything."

"For more than ten years, I still haven't achieved anything. I always want to make a living for myself, but in the end, I'm still a rough worker. I want to confess to my parents, but I can't say it. I can only procrastinate until everyone is exhausted. Unbearable."

"I'm really useless." He held his head and said in pain.

Wen Jiang looked at him, pondered for a moment, and said lightly: "You are really useless."

"You only know self-pity, you keep everything in your heart and don't say it out, you don't say it, just let the people around you guess, but even if you are deeply in love, who can guess your mind every time? , even if you can guess it, but after a long time, guessing will always lead to suspicion, and at that time, no matter how much emotion you have, it will be wiped out."

"When two people are together, they need to communicate more with each other. Besides, do you think of him as a weak woman who needs protection in your heart?"

"I didn't!" Zhao Cheng immediately denied.

"That's it. If you have something to say, say it frankly and discuss it together. It's much better than feeling sorry for yourself and feeling sad." Wen Jiang took a sip of tea, turned to Xie Zheng and said, "Brother Xie, am I right? "

Xie Zheng was a little stunned by what he said, but when he heard him call him, he met a pair of eyes that were as bright as morning stars, and fell into the black jade-like dark vortex in an instant.

"Brother Xie?" Wen Jiang was puzzled.

Xie Zheng coughed softly and said, "Well, Xiao Qi, you are very good."

Looking at Zhao Cheng again, after Wen Jiang finished speaking, he looked dazed, probably reflecting on what he had done before.

Just then there was a knock on the courtyard door, and Wen Jiang got up: "Brother Chai Jun should be here."

Opening the door, Chai Jun was standing outside. He had already changed his clothes. Seeing that it was Wen Jiang who opened the door, he said, "Wen Xiao——Xiao Qi."

"Pfft, Wen Xiaoqi, it's not bad to call me that. Brother Chai Jun, come in quickly." When he closed the door, he noticed that Chai Jun was still looking at the next door, with an unpredictable expression.

"Brother Chai Jun is here." A few people on the opposite side of Wen Jiang said, Zhao Cheng raised his head and looked at him when he heard it.

Chai Jun first bowed his hands to Xie Zheng: "Mr. Xie."

"Sit." Xie Zheng said.

"Yes." Chai Jun sat down beside Zhao Cheng.

Zhao Cheng grabbed his hand: "Ah Jun."

Chai Jun was taken aback, Zhao Cheng had never been so intimate with him in front of people, after a closer look, he found that there was still a trace of panic in his eyes, so he couldn't help but hold his hand and said, "What's wrong?"

Zhao Cheng shook his head and said nothing.

Wen Jiang said: "Second brother Zhao, it seems that you didn't listen to what I said just now." He sighed resentfully.

Zhao Cheng hurriedly said: "No, no, I have it in mind."

"Then why are you still like this?"

Chai Jun was baffled by the question and answer between the two of them, and asked Zhao Cheng, "What's the matter?"

Zhao Cheng bit his lower lip, and said after a while: "Ah Jun, I was too self-righteous before." After a pause, he added: "I'm sorry for you."

Chai Jun was surprised: "It's very good, why did you say this suddenly." He looked at Wen Jiang again, his face was full of incomprehension.

Wen Jiang waved his hand: "I think Second Brother Zhao has something to tell you, ah, how about this, I will cook today, how about you two Brother Zhao and Brother Chai Jun having lunch?"

"How can this be done?" Chai Jun hastily refused: "It's already a lot of trouble for you."

"It makes me want to eat. There are so many people and it's lively. Brother Chai Jun, you can chat with Brother Zhao first. I'll go to the kitchen to prepare lunch. Well, Brother Xiaoshan, can you help me?" .” Wen Jiang desperately gave Xie Zheng winks.

Xie Zheng laughed, got up and said: "You talk, I know the study, I still have some things to do." Then he pulled up Shen Song who couldn't help staring at Zhao Cheng and Chai Jun: "A Song, what is your job today?" The big characters haven't been written yet, come to the study and I'll check."

Shen Song's face turned pale, and he looked at Wen Jiang asking for help, and kept shouting, "Brother Wen, Brother Wen, I'm going to the kitchen too, to help."

"You, just help me to eat more later." Wen Jiang said with a smile: "Go with brother Xie, I also want to check."

Shen Song's face collapsed, and he followed Xie Zheng bitterly.

Chai Jun said to Wen Jiang: "Thank you."

Wen Jiang smiled, and Xiao Shan also left, leaving space for the two of them.

"It's been 13 years. It seems that we can sit down and have a good talk until today." Chai Jun sighed with a wry smile.

Hearing this, Zhao Cheng's heart ached like needles, and he grabbed Chai Jun's hand firmly: "Ah Jun, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, blame me, blame me, I don't know that my silence hurts your heart so much .”

"No, it's not your fault. I'm also at fault. I shouldn't have allowed you to say nothing. It's right for the two of us to cover up and waste these 13 years for nothing." Chai Jun rested his head on him On the shoulder: "Since we all know we were wrong now, there is still a chance to make amends."

"You're right. Now, I've fully thought through it. I'm not afraid of what others think of you or me. I'm with you aboveboard!" Zhao Cheng said firmly.

For 13 years, he has been loving this man cautiously. Although there were some cases of men being together in the Dajing Dynasty, it was far away in the barbarian land in the south, and there were also rich and noble families in Kyoto raising male pets. After all, they were not tolerated. of the world.

A shocking incident happened in Linzhao, not far from Los Angeles. The young owner of a jade shop in Linzhao was caught and raped in bed, and the other person who was arrested at the same time was a well-known scholar in his town. The reason why this incident shocked the entire city of Los Angeles was because the two parties involved already had families, and in front of everyone, they hid it up too well and had no intersection. Unexpectedly, they got along behind their backs Well, the wife of the young owner of the jade shop had some influence in her family, so she arrested the scholar, broke his legs, and made him spend the rest of his life begging with his mutilated body until he died.

As for the owner of the jade shop, his wife was pregnant at the time and was coaxed to be very obedient by him on weekdays, so although she lost her reputation, she just took her family to move to another place and settled the matter. Push it to the scholar.

Although Luocheng is far away from Linzhao, as the saying goes, good things don't go out, and bad things spread thousands of miles.Therefore, even though it has been nearly 20 years, they are still very resistant to men being with men, as if they are villains who destroy other people's families.

Several people listened to Chai Jun and the others talk about this matter while eating their lunch.

After hearing this, Wen Jiang asked in confusion, "It's been 20 years, brother Chai Jun, where did you know about it?"

Chai Jun's face was heavy: "My parents were killed in Linzhao. On the way back from Linzhao, I went to a ruined temple. Beggars also have a so-called territory. I stayed there for a while. , I also met some kind-hearted people, but they all disliked a beggar with disabled legs, and when they saw him appearing nearby, they would drive him away."

"Is that beggar—"

"Well, although I am young, I have heard about other beggars who are older sporadically, and told younger people about this."

After a pause, Chai Jun sighed again: "However, I also heard later that many of them were rumored by outsiders. At the beginning, Xiu Cai committed himself to the owner of the jade shop, but he was actually forced to do so. However, after the incident, who cares?" These can only be said to be terrifying."

In the end, it developed into that as long as two men are together, it must be wrong and absolutely not allowed in the world!

It has nothing to do with whether or not the two men are together, okay? !Could it be that a man and a woman have not cheated?This is a matter of personal character!It has nothing to do with gender!

But just like in modern times, when the same thing happens, if the person involved happens to be gay, then the title will be hung high, as if the source of everything is because they are the same gender and love each other, so it is natural to bear these culpable responsibilities .

"But after all, it's been 20 years." Wen Jiang's voice was low, and he felt a little uncomfortable.

Chai Jun shook his head: "Not long after I was with Zhao Cheng, I also carefully tested some people around me. When they heard such things, they immediately showed a very disgusted look, so Zhao Chengcai and I became more cautious. Actually, in the past ten years or so, we haven't really spent much time together."

Wen Jiang couldn't help but think of Yu Jianye, Yu Tong and Huai Sheng, how would they express themselves when they knew about their affairs with Brother Xie?Huaisheng already understood the basics, and—but he thought of what Mrs. Chen said in Zhu Chengshi, Xiao Shan, Chang Yu and the others, and felt that there was still hope.

However, they don't have to fight against this era. After all, even in another time and space hundreds of years later, they are still in the process of accepting and opposing each other. It is better to keep a low profile.

"What about Uncle Zhao and Aunt Zhao?" Wen Jiang asked.

Zhao Cheng was taken aback: "My father and my mother—"

"Actually, I think there is still some hope, Brother Zhao." Wen Jiang said.

Zhao Cheng's eyes lit up: "How do you know?"

"Perhaps it should be said that you are a fan of the authorities. Brother Zhao, you are the son of the uncle and aunt. In this world, besides them and Brother Chai Jun, is there anyone who will understand you better? If you swear not to marry, they must have already guessed in their hearts. Besides, it’s not like you haven’t contacted them for 13 years, and you often walk around on weekdays. Is it possible that they haven’t found out at all? So I think, why don’t you wait like this all the time? Why don't you move, why not try to confess." Wen Jiang suggested.

Zhao Cheng was silent for a while, nodded and said: "You're right, I can't hide like this anymore. Otherwise, I'd be sorry not only to my parents, but also to Chai Jun." After he finished speaking, he turned his head and looked affectionately at To Chai Jun.

Chai Jun smiled slightly: "I listen to you."

Zhao Cheng pulled Chai Jun up, then bowed to Wen Jiang and the others: "No matter what the result is, I must thank Xiao Qi for waking me up."

"And me." Chai Jun also hurriedly said.

Wen Jiang hurriedly got up and waved his hands: "Don't say that, I'm just talking with my mouth, I just hope I don't make up my mind, then when do you plan to go?"

"It's better to hit the sun than to choose a day, let's just say today." Chai Jun said.

Zhao Cheng also agreed: "Then we will go there first."

Wen Jiang's eyelids twitched when he heard the sentence that choosing a day is worse than hitting the sun. He always felt that this was not a good thing to say, but when he thought about it, the two of them were different from those in the TV series. When you know it well, you only need to break a layer of paper.

Looking at the backs of the two walking away hand in hand, Wen Jiang said with emotion: "Life is not easy, but it is even more difficult to be with the one you love for a lifetime, and you can do it and cherish it."

Someone behind him laughed warmly and said: "You are so young, where did you get these sighs, sit down and eat first, just now you just listened to others, you didn't even take a few bites of the rice, it was cold, Xiao Shan, you put that Take the two dishes and reheat them."

Wen Jiang smiled at Xie Zheng, and took a sip of the hot soup he handed over, feeling warm in his heart.

Yes, roads are made by people, and there will always be a day when the clouds will clear and the moon will shine.