The price of rebirth

Chapter 34

It was clearly a dream, but after waking up, he engraved that feeling in his heart, as if everything was right in front of his eyes, he really cried, crying so heartbroken, the uncontrollable pain filled his limbs and bones, and the feeling of tears flowing out was clear It stayed on his cheek. The moment he woke up, he reached out to touch his face. There was nothing extra. He even went to look in the mirror and stared at the mirror for a long time. In the dream, outside the dream, he was split into two beams. Kui.

It is often said that he thinks day by day and dreams at night. It is not surprising that he dreamed of Su Yan. When we are together every day, what happens to Mengmeng.But...why would I dream of such an unlucky thing.

He really wanted to forget the dream, comforting himself that it was an anti-dream, Su Yan might live a long life.

But his thoughts always reappeared the dream again and again, hitting him over and over again, as if he remembered it in his heart.He had never experienced such a strange and painful feeling in his life, but now he was forced to feel it in a nasty dream.Tears blurred his eyes, even the face of the young man on the tombstone was wet, and the white chrysanthemums in his hands were scattered all over the floor. For the first time, he heard his uncontrollable crying. When he woke up from the dream, he thought he was in despair.

Fortunately, it was just a dream.

Liang Kui couldn't eat anymore, he was upset and irritable, guilty and restless.

He felt that he was quick-talking, why did he say these unlucky words.

It's fine if you don't talk about it, it's just a dream, it's over if you don't talk about it, and it makes people feel uncomfortable when you talk about it.

Liang Kui squatted beside Su Yan and said guiltily, "I'm sorry, I will never have this kind of dream in the future..."

Su Yan laughed and said, "That's force majeure. I don't care, it's just a dream."

Liang Kui said solemnly: "Tomorrow we will go to the Monk Temple to ask for a peace talisman, it will be very effective."

The next day, Liang Kui dragged everyone to pray to God and worship Buddha.

Liang Kui was usually very casual, but he was extremely serious and pious in such a place. Su Yan had never been in a Buddhist temple in his life. He didn't believe in any sect, but looking at Liang Kuina's stubborn expression, Su Yan couldn't say what he said.He silently followed Liang Kui, imitating how Liang Kui knelt down and worshiped Buddha.All the way down the long temple, Su Yan got his own peace talisman, and the old abbot told him to carry it with him in the future, so that he could bless his life smoothly.

Su Yan held the small safety talisman tightly, and he couldn't help thinking, if he had a safety talisman in his previous life, would he be able to live a safe life?

Who knows about that kind of thing.

Both Lin Qiang and Chen Yan asked for a future, but Qin Yue actually asked about marriage. He held another kind of marriage amulet, and the young clean face was against the light, as if it was about to melt.

The old abbot stared at Qin Yue, and his old voice slowly echoed in the hall: "Little benefactor, why don't you ask for a peace talisman? Keep you away from the blood and live a long life."

Qin Yue laughed: "Thank you." He donated 200 yuan of sesame oil money, and slowly walked out of the hall.

The old abbot sighed: "Little benefactor, remember to spend more time with friends."

Qin Yue turned back in surprise: "Friends? Aren't I just with them now?"

The old abbot smiled and nodded, watching Qin Yue go away.

It was not enough for Liang Kui to ask for the amulet, so he asked the old abbot: "Master, I see that there is an ever-burning lamp on the wall over there, can I ask for it?"

The old abbot looked at him kindly, smiled and shook his head: "You don't have to be like this, you are a blessed and long-lived person, why do you need to keep the lamp on."

Liang Kui pointed to Su Yan: "I'll beg for my brother."

The old abbot was taken aback, looked at Su Yan, then continued to shake his head: "The little benefactor has noble people to help."

"Really?" Liang Kui was overjoyed.

"Ah."

"Haha, that's good. Thank you, Master." Liang Kui was so happy that he emptied his wallet in excitement and donated all the sesame oil money, not even missing a few steel coins in the interlayer.

This afternoon, they got their wish and saw the lotus lake. The mature lotus seeds inside were swaying, and the green lotus leaves stood gracefully.

Lin Qiang and Liang Kui couldn't wait to put on their waterproof clothes and walk into the lake. Su Yan supported the wooden boat, while Chen Yan and Qin Yue sat on the boat, picked a few lotus seeds nearby and ate them with relish.

"There are too many lotus leaves, it's hard to move an inch." Su Yan said helplessly, the wooden boat stopped in the lotus leaves and couldn't move forward at all.

"I'll take pictures for you." Chen Yan is very keen on taking pictures these two days. Fortunately, he brought two digital cameras, and he is not afraid of running out of film, so he can't help taking pictures of anything beautiful.

Liang Kui waved vigorously: "Don't, don't, don't shoot me, this dress is ugly, okay! Go and shoot Lin Qiang."

Chen Yan laughed: "Anyway, you have a handsome face, it would be a pity if you don't. It's rare to have such an opportunity."

Liang Kui pulled the lotus leaf to cover his face, Qin Yue sneered: "Cousin, why don't you hold a lotus."

"Shut up!"

"I'll take pictures." Su Yan took the camera and pointed it at Liang Kui, "Take it off."

Liang Kui reluctantly moved his hand away and smirked at the camera.

Su Yan smiled: "Why are you smiling at me, I took pictures of the lotus leaves behind you."

Liang Kui was so angry that he tore off a few lotus pods and threw them at Su Yan. Su Yan caught them one by one accurately: "Thank you, these are really nice, tender and sweet." He chewed the lotus seed rice with relish, and Liang Kui slid towards Farther away, he folded a large handful of lotus pods and threw them to Su Yan: "Let you eat your fill."

"Cousin, I saw water chestnuts at the end, go and pick a few, want tender ones." Qin Yue stood at the bow of the boat directing, Liang Kui slowly swam over, the water was up to his neck, but the water chestnuts floated on the surface Up, it doesn't matter.Liang Kui quickly picked water chestnuts from a plastic basin, swam back, looked around, and was shocked: "Where's Lin Qiang?"

The people on the boat were stunned for a moment, Lin Qiang was nowhere to be seen: "Look for it quickly!"

Liang Kui dropped the basin and went into the lotus leaves to search for Lin Qiang. He couldn't care about anything else, and sank into the water to search. Su Yan and Qin Yue jumped into the water, shivering from the cold.

Chen Yan lay on the side of the boat with a pale face, nervously watching the ups and downs of everyone, but Lin Qiang could not be found. As time passed, Lin Qiang might be in danger.

"Lin Qiang! Lin Qiang, where are you?" Chen Yan yelled at the lotus bushes.

After a while, Lin Qiang's voice really came from afar.

Chen Yan looked around in shock, only to see Lin Qiang standing on the opposite lake bank, jumping and waving: "Hereiam!"

Liang Kui and the others came out of the water and shouted and cursed, until Lin Qiang was drenched in blood.

Lin Qiang came back from the shore barefoot with a bunch of lotus pods in his arms: "I told you that I went ashore. I was in a hurry to urinate, so I went to the opposite side to solve it."

"Who the hell heard that!" Liang Kui cursed.

Su Yan and Qin Yue climbed ashore, shivering coldly, Lin Qiang confessed guiltily: "I'm sorry, I didn't expect to make everyone misunderstand... Let's go back, you two don't catch a cold, go back and change your clothes."

Su Yan wiped off the water from his face, and smiled at Lin Qiang: "Come here."

"Huh?" Lin Qiang stepped back carefully.

Su Yan stepped forward, opened his arms, and hugged Lin Qiang: "Let me hug you."

"..." Lin Qiang's face turned pale with fright.

Su Yan hugged him tightly for a long time, so long that Lin Qiang almost suffocated, Liang Kui pulled Su Yan away: "What are you doing?"

Su Yan clapped his hands, raised his eyebrows and admired Lin Qiang's clothes.

Lin Qiang lowered his head, and immediately realized: "Damn! Su Yan, you bastard!!"

Being hugged by Su Yan like this, Lin Qiang's clothes were completely wet.

Qin Yue laughed, and pulled Lin Qiang with his hand: "I want to hug you too."

"Ah, Banhua, if you spare me, others will misunderstand!"

Liang Kui urged with a smile: "Stop making trouble, pack up your things and go back."

One of them returned home with a large handful of lotus pods and a few big lotus leaves. Although he changed his clothes in time, Qin Yue still had a cold and a fever.Su Yan was safe and sound, his mouth kept eating lotus seed rice, his lips turned white.

Liang Kui came out of Qin Yue's room, and muttered: "Yue Yue is really obsessed. He is so burned that he still grabs the phone, and I can't even break it."

"Everyone has privacy, you'd better kill your curiosity. If you touch Ni Lin, even if Qin Yue is your cousin, he will be angry with you."

"Tch, I didn't say I wanted to take a peek, I'm not that interested. Hey, look at your mouth, it's white, is it so delicious?" Liang Kui suddenly reached out to touch Su Yan's white lips, and snatched Su Yan's lips away. For lotus seed rice, Su Yan turned his head and picked up another big lotus pod, "It's delicious, tender and sweet, and I want to eat it again."

Liang Kui laughed: "You like it so much, you can come and eat your fill every year when the season comes."

I don't know what will happen next year, but this year they had a very good time.The [-]th is the Mid-Autumn Festival. They returned to the city. Lin Qiang and Chen Yan wanted to reunite with their families. Liang Kui and Qin Yue were too far away from home. The old rules lived at Su Yan's place to play. Liang Kui even bought a box of moon cakes. The three of them sat on the top floor to watch the moon on the quiet moon night. Liang Kui and Qin Yue received phone calls from their family one after another to greet them. Liang Kui smiled happily, and Qin Yue smiled carefully.

Su Yan was lying on the ground, propping his head with his hands, staring up at the big and round moon. He also wanted to laugh, laughing that no matter how many lives he lived, there would always be festivals.

There was evening self-study on the night of October [-]th. Liang Kui dragged Qin Yue and Su Yan back to school to play at [-]:[-] pm. A group of sports students such as Xu Wei, who was already in the third year of high school, were still training pitifully hard.

Su Yan gave Xu Wei a lot of lotus pods, and Xu Wei was snatched away by the teacher and other students when he turned around.In the end, he had no choice but to give the smallest and ugliest lotus pod to his girlfriend.

Around four o'clock, Chen Yan came to school.

Liang Kui hurriedly waved: "Chen Yan, come here and give you a photo."

Chen Yan ran over happily, and Liang Kui dug out several packs of photos that had been developed, one of which was written with Chen Yan.Wrapped in a cowhide bag, there is a thick stack, there are at least a hundred of Chen Yan's alone.

Chen Yan couldn't wait to sit on the ground and look through, while Liang Kui and others continued to play.When Chen Yan left with the photo, they didn't pay attention.

Back in the classroom, Chen Yan didn't even care about her homework, she took the photos and looked at them over and over again, saying that she was not afraid of being ashamed, it was the first time she went out to play with her friends, and took pictures with her friends for the first time.Although there were a few good girl friends in the class after the second year of high school, I never had the opportunity to leave such a memory.

Seeing that it was almost five o'clock, Chen Yan was anxious about the unfinished math homework, and hurriedly put the photos into a leather bag, thinking about going to the stationery store to buy a beautiful photo album at noon tomorrow.Putting the photos in the drawer, Chen Yan stared at the math test paper and worried. It wasn't that she was lazy, but that she was completely helpless.

She thought carefully about the topics that Su Yan had said. In fact, she remembered them all, but she just couldn't use them. Just like what Su Yan said, the bull's head is put on the horse's mouth. Is that right?

Chen Yan tapped her head, annoyed why she was so stupid.She bit the bullet and slowly solved the questions. Each question wrote a bunch of processes, densely packed, but she didn't have a clue in her mind. Writing so many processes might not be right.

At six o'clock, Chen Yan and her tablemate went to the cafeteria for dinner, and she bought two roujiamo. After eating, she was still satisfied, but she was no longer hungry.

"I really envy you. I actually went out to play for five days during the holiday. Unfortunately, I only spent one day during the Mid-Autumn Festival. The rest of the time I was locked in the room to read and do homework." Configure glasses for high myopia.

Chen Yan comforted her: "Your grades are so good, you will have plenty of time to play in the future."

"The future is the future. I'm almost suffocating now. The lotus pods you brought are delicious and sweet."

"Well, it's really delicious, and my parents like it too. Before we left, they gave us a lot of new lotus root, braised lotus root slices, crabs, shrimps, salted fish pieces, haha, and even a live snake."

"What! A live snake?"

"Yeah, Liang Kui was greedy and wanted to eat, so the snake gave him it."

The two returned to the classroom with a smile, and Chen Yan walked to the seat, his eyes suddenly changed, and he stared blankly at the pile of photo fragments scattered on the ground.The kraft paper bag was thrown on the table, and Chen Yan blankly picked it up to check. Only one-third of the hundreds of photos remained, and all the others were destroyed.Holding the thin paper bag, Chen Yan lowered her head, the bangs on her forehead blocked her eyes, and even the deskmate couldn't see her expression clearly.

The tablemate silently squatted down to clean up the mess, swept the two dustpans with a broom, and there were countless shy or bright smiling faces of Chen Yan in the debris. Just from the photos, it can be seen that Chen Yan was extremely happy this holiday.She is happy, some people are not happy.

The deskmate raised his head and scanned the classroom. Almost everyone looked at them, some confused, some sympathetic, some disgusted, and some gloating.The liberal arts class is also a complicated group, because there are many girls, the violence of girls is never worse than that of boys, and the cold violence of girls is more terrible than that of boys.They always have a lot of small circles, have a lot of petty tempers, treat you well in front of others, gossip behind your back, get angry about trivial matters, and are inexplicably willful.

Chen Yan took a deep breath and came back to her senses. She didn't say anything, she cleared the table and continued to read and do the questions.

The deskmate told her euphemistically: "It is estimated that Xia Mo's gang of boring people did it."

Chen Yan stopped writing, and the deskmate continued: "Xia Mo is hypocritical, no matter how she hides it, no one knows that she likes Su Yan. She is so disgusting when she has a boyfriend. There are rumors in the dormitory that Xia Mo said that if Su Yan likes him , she immediately dumped her current boyfriend. I really want her boyfriend to hear this. "

At noon the next day, Chen Yan didn't bother Su Yan.

Su Yan took a nap boredly, and Chen Yan didn't look for him again for a week.

Su Yan wondered to herself, could she be enlightened in mathematics?Did not care.

It was Lin Qiang who asked him curiously: "Why hasn't Chen Yan come to see you these days?"

"I don't know, I probably got the hang of it."

Lin Qiang didn't believe it: "Mathematics is so easy to understand? I heard something, but I don't know if it's true."

"What's the matter?"

Lin Qiang said helplessly: "Chen Yan was bullied again."

"Why?" Su Yan asked seriously.

"It's not handsome Su, you are the scourge. She has made people jealous. You have to know that girls' jealousy is terrible. Although you are ordinary friends, if others don't believe it, at least they will think that Chen Yan is relying on you to pursue you. "

"...It turns out that there are still many people I don't know secretly love me." Su Yan concluded.

Lin Qiang patted him: "You can be proud, a good face these days is a winner in life!"

Su Yan thought for a while, then raised his eyebrows and looked at him: "Regardless of liberal arts and science, Mathematics in the college entrance examination accounted for 150 points, one of the three major subjects. If Chen Yan can't get up in Mathematics, he will quit. I see that you are reviewing the basics of junior high school recently. Why don't you teach Chen Yan by the way, since it's impossible for her to understand from junior high school."

"Me?" Lin Qiang was astonished.

"You won't make people jealous." Su Yan stroked Lin Qiang's bookish face.

"You are discriminatory! Absolutely discriminatory!"

Although Lin Qiang reacted fiercely, he only targeted Su Yan, and he agreed to Su Yan's proposal without force.

At noon the next day, Lin Qiang went to find Chen Yan in person with a book. Chen Yan was startled when he saw him. When he heard that he was teaching mathematics, he was very moved.

The target was changed to Lin Qiang, and the people who bullied Chen Yan really stopped, which really verified Su Yan's words, people can't be jealous of Lin Qiang...

Lin Qiang spoke the topic calmly, his heart was bleeding silently, there were so many gossips in the liberal arts class, and he didn't know how to keep his voice down when speaking ill of people, the weird sneering sound of 'repressing', and the whispering of 'secret' all came in. How about his ears!

Why is Chen Yan an ugly person, why is it suitable for this nerd, why is Chen Yan not challenging at all, why is a handsome guy as cool as Su Yan will not like Chen Yan, why is it so boring without fun, why is it boring to see a nerd.

Lin Qiang cried inwardly, I have provoked someone, I was nervous and shy when I entered the liberal arts class for the first time, after all, my eyes were full of girls in various poses.As a result, after several days, Lin Qiang's heart became numb, and he couldn't even dance when he saw a beautiful woman.

Lin Qiang conceded defeat and changed the venue to his class. After that, his ears were completely clean.

When it was almost November, Zhang Wei from the Wisteria Hotel sent a big red invitation to Su Yan. On that day, Su Yan specially asked for leave and rushed to the Wisteria Hotel to give a red envelope.

On October 28, the Wisteria Hotel opened last year, and this year Zhang Wei got engaged, holding his beautiful fiancée in his arms.