The time machine tells me [rebirth]

Chapter 34

Bai Yiran.

Rong Feijin recited the name silently, and gradually tightened his hands that were naturally hanging by his sides, leaving eye-catching pinch marks on the palms of his hands.

Her eyebrows were lowered, and under the eyelashes fluttering like butterfly wings, the light brown pupils covered by them flashed sadly.The person in front of Amu brought her a sense of panic and crisis, which she could never ignore no matter what.

She couldn't help thinking in despair, could it be... Could it be that if she did it all over again, she could just watch her beloved walk towards others?She can only hide her love for Amu in her heart?Just like Bai Yiran in his previous life?

That's right, just like Bai Yiran in his previous life.

She didn't know when she realized that Bai Yiran's feelings for A Mu were really unusual... Maybe it was when she involuntarily retaliated against Zhang Qiluo like a storm after A Mu was framed and leaked company secrets. Was it when Amu went away to Andong City and went away with her desperately, or... when she received the familiar handwriting in Amu's diary?

——If at the beginning.

This is the last page of Jiang Muzhi's diary that Rong Feijin read before his death. The woman's handwriting is delicate, which is different from Jiang Muzhi's clear and elegant. There are only a few words, but it records the beauty of a woman. The most forbearing, humble and hopeless love in my life...

Even when that person had passed away, Bai Yiran was always restrained and forbearing, trying to leave something on that person's things, but only left a few words with unknown meaning.

The moment Rong Feijin saw it, he was struck by lightning, and he froze on the spot, his hands trembling, he almost lost all his strength, and collapsed on the floor.

She wasn't shocked by Bai Yiran's special feelings for Jiang Muzhi, she had a vague premonition before, but now she just felt that it was expected.She was afraid, afraid that in the next life, Bai Yiran would really beat her.

If at first.

Rong Feijin saw the meaning between the lines of Bai Yiran's words at a glance.If at the beginning, she hadn't chosen to give up because of the friendship with Rong Feijin, if she hadn't been by Jiang Muzhi's side as a friend, if at the beginning, she was desperate for her love and filled the city with vigor, if Back then...she was the one who grabbed Jiang Muzhi's hand...

Maybe everything will not be the way it is now.

Bai Yiran regretted it.

But Bai Yiran also knew that even if she regretted it now, it would be useless. The "I love you" that she might not be able to say until she died, would eventually be completely buried by the grave of time.The dead are gone, and besides...

No if.

But... what if?Rong Feijin couldn't help thinking, she thought, if there was an "if", she would definitely not give Doctor Bai the chance to "if at the beginning", she——

Never let go.

But now, everything seems to be the same. Jiang Muzhi, who used to only look sideways at her and fell in love with her, wished he had never known her before, and what about Jiang Muzhi's feelings for Bai Yiran?Is it the same friendship as before, or is he actually just like her, vaguely guessing some of Bai Yiran's feelings for her?Want to give yourself and Bai Yiran a chance in this life?

Rong Feijin didn't know.

Her heart couldn't help trembling, and her eyes quickly filled with tears, carrying the love for Jiang Muzhi that came through time and space from a long time ago.

She looked at the slender figure with tears in her eyes, and she didn't know whether she was begging or praying in her heart. If I offered my heart and everything with my own hands, you would let me live and live, and you would like me to die and die...you Are you still willing to look back at me?Listen to me say I love you very much?

Jiang Muzhi suddenly noticed that there was a hot gaze staring at her back. For some reason, her right eyelid suddenly jumped up, tearing her heart and hurting, so she couldn't help but turn back. overdo it.

The moment she turned around, she saw someone she shouldn't have seen here. She frowned suddenly and blurted out:

"Why are you here?"

Her voice sounded so cold that everyone present, whether it was Rong Feijin or Bai Yiran, were stunned.

Rong Feijin's eyes flashed an emotion called hurt, it was obvious that this person was chatting and laughing with Bai Yiran just now, and he was as gentle as before, and when he met her, his coldness was turbulent in the blink of an eye.

But who can blame all this?Didn't she do it all by herself?Rong Feijin's throat twitched, swallowed all the bitterness, forced a smile, and said in a low voice, "I... I also signed up." Rong Feijin is true to the good memories that Amu gave her in her previous life She didn't want it to pass away, and Ah Mu didn't want to give it to her, so she tried to give it to Ah Mu.

"You signed up for the Top Ten Singers?" Jiang Muzhi asked incredulously, there was no such thing in his previous life, how could it be possible?Rong Feijin never showed any interest in singing. Even when they went to ktv together, what Rong Feijin liked most was watching her sing, and only sang a few songs symbolically.

Rong Feijin gave a soft "hmm", for fear that if she heard Jiang Muzhi's sarcastic remarks again, she would not be able to hold back the tears in public. She didn't think there was anything wrong when it was just the two of them, but there was Bai Yiran next to her for comparison, It feels completely different.So, she quickly turned to Bai Yiran and said, "What a coincidence, Yiran."

"Yeah, what a coincidence." Bai Yiran suddenly felt as if there was a gust of wind blowing around her body, which made her shiver.She touched her nose in embarrassment, feeling inexplicably that the atmosphere here was very strange, and she didn't seem to be standing here.

After Bai Yiran finished speaking, the air suddenly became quiet. The two people next to him had their own thoughts, one of them was frowning in deep thought, the other was moved with tears in their eyes, Bai Yiran carefully looked at this , Look at that again, I dare not breathe.

"That... you know each other."

Jiang Muzhi calmed down and nodded slightly, but his emotions did not ease in the slightest: "I know." What on earth...caused so many changes in this life?

"That, what a coincidence." Doctor Bai replied in a deep voice, but she wanted to cry in her heart, and almost cried because she was so stupid. It is estimated that these two people not only know each other, but also have hatred. She still wants to do this Changing the subject, isn't it courting death?

Just as Bai Yiran was still thinking hard about how to break this weird atmosphere, a voice saved her.

"Now we invite contestant No. 11, Jiang Muzhi from Class 1603 of the Finance Department."

Jiang Muzhi was stunned for a moment, then took a deep breath, clenched the microphone tightly, dismissed the complicated emotions in his mind, smiled faintly at the corner of his mouth, and said to Bai Yiran: "I'll go first, I won't be able to send you to the stage for a while, I wish you success."

Bai Yiran also smiled: "You too, come on!"

When Jiang Muzhi left, he looked at Rong Feijin thoughtfully, with probing and complicated emotions in his eyes, and without saying anything to her, he looked away, walked calmly, step by step Walk like that starlight.

My friend, I know you are here.

Jiang Muzhi has already selected the song for this competition. It is no longer the song in her previous life that was filled with her happy memories, but later, when she remembered it at midnight, she was so painful that she couldn't breathe. It was a song, A song for that friend she accidentally lost in the middle of her life, even though she doesn't know about it now, she still wants to sing it to her, to sing to her all her miss and guilt for the past four years .

The man's father once said that her name was taken from this song.

This is a love song, but to Jiang Muzhi, it has nothing to do with love.

"Jiang Muzhi! Come on!" In the suddenly quiet studio, the three sudden shouts were particularly obvious. The good-natured laughter of the people around made the faces of Liu Chen, who was as thick as a city wall, flush with shame. A sign that said Jiang Muzhi was placed in front of his face, for fear that someone would remember his face.

Jiang Muzhi was still preparing, but he seemed to have heard it. He bent his lips, smiled purely and happily, and silently cheered himself on in his heart.

The stage suddenly darkened, making it difficult to see clearly. Half a minute later, a beam of dim blue light hit it, and a figure appeared under the halo. His face was blurred, but the silhouette of that person's slender figure could be seen.

"A piece of "Mian Mian", I give it to everyone." The girl's cool voice like spring water came out, and the accompaniment of "Mian Mian" gradually sounded.

"Wow, the sound is so nice!" said an audience member in the audience.

"Agreed, agreed, and very distinctive."

One light after another hit Jiang Muzhi's body. She was wearing a simple white shirt and jeans, but she was dazzling in a different way. Her pretty face and gloomy demeanor made the audience gasp and whisper. Whisper up.

"This face is probably ready to debut."

"Yeah, you don't know her? She's quite famous. Someone was bored before and listed all the good-looking people in the school. She was on it. It is said that her grades are also good, and she is the first in the finance department..."

"Maybe we won't hug you again..." Jiang Muzhi gently closed his eyes, held the microphone, and sang the first sentence softly and lowly.

In an instant, the audience became quiet, and all topics stopped abruptly. He stared straight at the girl on the stage. Amid the soothing but sad music, Jiang Muzhi seemed to be muttering love poems.

There are no dazzling scenes or shocking dances, only a beam of dark light hits the girl, she stands quietly, but everyone can't help but look at her, quietly Trapped in the sadness she wove for everyone, at this moment, on this stage, she is the only light.

"I have never loved you, I only like to fight against a heartache, and I miss those cigarettes that I can't get through..."

The song had come to an end, and the corners of Jiang Muzhi's eyes were a little crystal clear. She had kept her eyes closed and finally opened them. As if she had a premonition, she glanced at Tang Mian's location.

I miss you so much, you know?

Inexplicably, without knowing why, Tang Mian burst into tears in an instant.