Chapter 8
Chapter 8
At the door, two graceful women are approaching, one is elegant and gentle, the other is glamorous and noble, fearing that anyone who sees it will sigh with admiration.
Jiang Muzhi's eyes darkened and darkened, and after meeting them face to face, she retracted her long legs that were about to step out, and stood there without changing her expression.
The two people at the door were also taken aback when they saw Jiang Muzhi. The cold and beautiful one nodded at Jiang Muzhi first, then turned his head and said to the people next to him: "Talk first." Then they walked towards a table, playing with it. Looking at his slender fingers, he ordered the meal slowly while looking at the menu, and glanced at Liu Chen casually by the way.
Liu Chen only felt his heart tremble, and couldn't move his gaze away, but the girl never looked at her again.
"What a coincidence." The woman's eyes were rippled, and the emotion in her smiling eyes was unclear, as if there was a dark tide hidden in it: "I just saw it this morning, and we will meet again."
"It's a coincidence." Jiang Muzhi concealed his emotions, and replied calmly, she was the same as when she was a teenager, her tone, posture, eyes... except for the deeper turbulent emotions hidden in her eyes.
The person opposite seemed to sense her difference, and frowned imperceptibly, but it was fleeting, as if it was just Jiang Muzhi's illusion.
The person who came was Rong Feijin, whom Jiang Muzhi avoided. He used to look forward to encountering him every day, but he could only see him a few times a week.
And the person next to her...
Jiang Muzhi frowned. It was Ji Ningchen, Rong Feijin's roommate, who left a deep and colorful trace in Liu Chen's youth, Liu Chen's life, and Liu Chen's emotional world.
She is different from Rong Feijin, she has nothing to be sorry for Liu Chen, her love is indifferent but deep, she has always been cold and unkind, she can't even see the slightest flaw in her eyes, but once for Liu Chen, Have the courage to turn your back on the whole world.
But in the end, strangely, it came to the same ending as between her and Rong Feijin.
One married someone else, and the other went away to another country, until he died of old age, without any contact with each other.
Is this some kind of curse?
Two people in the same dormitory fell in love with another two people who shared the same dormitory, and then they didn't make it to the end.
"You...where are you going?" Rong Feijin asked suspiciously.She looked at the people at Tang Mian's table who were still waiting for their meal, there was no way that Ah Mu had finished eating and was about to leave.
"A Mian is hungry, I'll go buy her some fried skewers." Jiang Muzhi said casually, mentioning Tang Mian, her eyes became warm again, and there was a faint smile.
Fried skewers were also something that Tang Mian couldn't ask for. Jiang Muzhi didn't allow her to eat more, saying that growing meat is unhealthy, and he should prevent hyperlipidemia and high blood pressure.Now I don't want to control her at all. Life is only a few decades, and if you limit this limit, how can you spend this limited life happily?
Jiang Muzhi joked silently in his heart, seeing how you have become a big fat man this time, how can you block my car so quickly at the age of 27.
Seeing her smile because of others, Rong Feijin's heart was overwhelmed, the hands that were naturally hanging in front of her suddenly tightened into fists, her fingertips turned blue and white, but she didn't know anything.
"Senior sister, I'm leaving first, wait a little longer, Ah Mian is yelling again, as if someone abused her." Jiang Muzhi teased.
Before Rong Feijin could reply, Jiang Muzhi passed her and hurried out the door.
When she went out, she was still talking and laughing calmly, but when she was sure that Rong Feijin couldn't see her, her expression suddenly changed, she leaned sideways on the wall, panting heavily, her heart beat unnaturally, her eyes were deep and dim, Lips are pale.
When talking with Rong Feijin just now, she seemed to feel that her heart seemed to be firmly held in the palm of that person's hands, as if the next second, it would be pinched so that blood would fly out and be shattered.
She could clearly see the man's pale fingertips and forbearing expression. The 20-year-old Rong Feijin still had a deep affection for her, with a bit of sincerity. She knew that the man's behavior might be a misunderstanding, a misunderstanding of her relationship with her. A Mian's relationship, but she still deliberately said those words, deliberately leading that person to think in the direction of her unusual relationship with A Mian.
In this way, after half a year, Rong Feijin will not be sure of winning, and confess to herself that they will spend the remaining two years of college life with a non-salty relationship. Whether Jin was married to Zhang Qiluo like in her previous life, or she was with another ignorant and injured girl with bruises all over her body, it had nothing to do with her anymore.
But when she saw the man showing the expression she wanted, she still felt distressed, regretful, and reluctant to part with it.
Jiang Muzhi still remembers that Tang Mian was watching a debate variety show when he was a sophomore in his previous life. The topic of the debate that day was, if the time machine tells you that you will not be with the person you like ten years later, would you still chase after him? what?
A Mian turned around and asked her that.
At that time, she hadn't experienced all the joys and sorrows, she was naive and still like a child, she said: "I will chase, and I will not hesitate to bleed. Maybe ten years later, I will experience the same thing as me. The time machine also told her that if she chooses to give up, that talent belongs to someone else, and the momentary warmth is also warmth, so why should I give up if I can grasp it? Besides, maybe ten years later, I won’t like her as much as I do now, and it’s okay to separate Big deal..."
What she didn't expect at that time was that she was not the first to change her mind.This relationship left an unhealed wound in her heart, and she couldn't sleep all day and all night, just because the man no longer loved her and was not by her side, watching the wound rot worse and worse , but she couldn't do anything about it.
If Ah Mian asked her again in this life, she would definitely say, no, one lesson is enough, and she never wants to experience the feeling of losing what she loves.
Jiang Muzhi slowed down for a while, calmed down, and walked to the fried skewer shop with ease, ordered Tang Mian's favorite food, then turned and walked into a convenience store.
When she had no acquaintances by her side, she didn't bother to deliberately hide herself, her voice sounded silent and cold: "Trouble a Yuxi."
After thinking about it, Jiang Muzhi dismissed the idea again: "Forget it, just one pack." Buying a pack of cigarettes all at once, I'm afraid I can't explain it.
"Bring me another lighter and a box of Green Arrows, thank you."
Jiang Muzhi's addiction to smoking is very heavy. Ever since she became addicted to this thing, she felt that in the past 27 years, she had simply fed the dogs.
When the nicotine is inhaled into the lungs, the empty feeling of being alone dissipates, and the heart is full of fullness, but when the cigarette burns out, there is overwhelming despair and depression, so I have to light another one.
I don't know how many days and nights when she couldn't fall asleep, she was half lying on the bed, with an ashtray she had chosen in every possible way beside her, with the curtains wide open, silently smoking, her eyes fixed on the sky until the sky turned pale , when the sun was slowly rising, she once again survived the long silent night.
In the half day since he was reborn, without the company of this old friend by his side, Jiang Muzhi felt a little uncomfortable. When he saw him again, he suddenly felt a feeling of being lost and found again.
Jiang Muzhi laughed at herself. Even if she changed into a body without smoking addiction, she still couldn't control herself, so a bad person is a bad person. No matter how many times she has been reborn, she is the one who killed her best friend. sinner.
Jiang Muzhi squatted down in a corner where people rarely passed by. The feeling of smoking for the first time in this life was not much different from his previous life. Nausea, dizziness, feeling like lack of oxygen, and there was always a lump of phlegm in his throat, choking there I can't go up or down, I just have more experience as a smoker for three years, so I didn't choke myself anyway.
Gradually, the feeling of sobriety and fulfillment came back to my heart.Jiang Muzhi lit up the scarlet light again and again, and after a while, there were cigarette butts all over the ground.
Jiang Muzhi is very expensive to smoke. Others take a light puff, exhale while talking with others, but she smokes heavily, feeling like she will not stop until she chokes to death. Once she smokes, she will More silent and taciturn than usual, it only took a while to finish smoking half a pack.
Seeing that the time was almost up, she put the remaining cigarettes and lighter into her pocket, unpacked Green Arrow, threw two or three pieces into her mouth at once, and walked towards the fried skewer shop while chewing.
The author has something to say: Good night!
and the class is full tomorrow, and Jiang Mumu, who has no manuscripts, chooses to take a day off, ying ying
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