Will of Сhaos

Chapter 1111: Cap 1109: Magnus Part 3

Chapter 1111: Cap 1109: Magnus Part 3

Pov Dragons of Light (Son of Rhaegal):

I opened my eyes with tears marking my face once more, in the end, I spent the last 2 days near that calm river, for the first time in thousands of years I could have gone wherever I wanted, but I spent that time standing in the same place.

"What is wrong with me? Why do I keep having these dreams? Why do I keep standing in this same spot?" (I)

Suddenly not having anyone else to think about because they were all dead just made me think more and more about myself, the things I did in the past, the things I didn't do, the things I should have done, and the things I couldn't to do.

On more than one occasion I wondered if I should have followed the rest of my family instead of trying to stop them uselessly as I did, but I could never bring myself to make a decision like that.

Sometimes I think if I had tried to stop my father by going to the Dragon Emperor back then, if I had done that instead of trying to solve everything myself, I wouldn't have been sealed in that crystal and the tragedy might not have happened.

Maybe if I had tried to convince my dad not to do it differently, he wouldn't have gone down that path.

There are so many things I would like to change, but there is no such thing, the past is written in stone, I know it's a waste of time to think about these things, but my mind keeps being drawn back to that time.

"It must be the dreams, it can only be the fault of that..." (I)

For the past 2 days, I've been having dreams, maybe I should call them past memories, bits I don't think about often.

Some of these memories were precious things to me, some I didn't care about, and some I was surprised I could remember, but for the last few days they keep popping up in my sleep.

I feel sad every time I wake up from these dreams, but at the same time, my emotions feel calmer.

"I haven't thought about these things in so long..." (I)

For the last thousands of years I haven't thought about any of those memories, my mind was always focused on the same thing, that event that ruined my life.

One of the things I remembered was when I was still young, decades before I was able to take a humanoid form, I remember asking my father which path of strength I should follow.

"I still remember his serious face when he answered me like it was the most obvious thing in the world." (I)

"(What are you talking about, you've already chosen, just think the reason you put so much effort into your training and you'll know your answer.)" (Father)

"He didn't want to let it show, but his eyes were full of pride, all my brothers were inspired by him and so they followed similar paths to our father, only I chose something different." (I)

At the time I wasn't able to understand my father's words, I just brushed that conversation aside as if it wasn't important, but a few decades later when one of my brothers was attacked and injured that's when the answer came to me.

My uma was stronger than me, he killed an enemy and was seriously injured to the point of losing consciousness, we were in an area full of Monsters and far from family people, I didn't even think about that moment, my body moved around on my own as I fought day and night to protect my brother, the flesh and blood of a true Dragon too attractive for those Monsters to resist temptation.

In the end, I was much more seriously injured than my brother and even though I kept fighting, I wasn't even sure if I was really conscious at the time or acting on pure instinct.

"(Really I must be the only one who still feels something for them other than hatred, anger, disgust, and contempt.)" (I)

"(If it's not me, then even those memories will also... fade...)" (me)

Those simple words made me realize that there are more things worth protecting like memories and ideals.

"Just make sure you won't regret it, I don't care if you accept or deny my brother's help, just do something with a little will, you idiot." (Natasha)

Just as she came out of nowhere, she left out of nowhere, it seems that even after thousands of years Mrs. Natasha remains the same as ever.

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Pov Zenos:

I woke up naked in the garden, not sure how that happened but luckily some Fairies nearby brought some items of clothing for me and the two behind me.

After getting up I had to carry Diana and Ibuki to their rooms, after that I went to the city where I find a food stall where my sister was eating.

"I want 2 more of these...." (Natasha)

"10 more than she's been eating." (I)

I talked to Natasha about a few things, I was surprised that she spends several minutes complaining about the Dragon of Light, she finds it unacceptable for someone to wish for death, in her mind life is full of innumerable possibilities as long as one has the will strong enough not to there is nothing you cannot achieve.

After dropping my sister off at the nearest bar, I headed to the Common Temple to find Karina.

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That night I was sitting at one of the windows of the Communal Temple while I finished talking with Karina, I was taking the opportunity to enjoy the people on the street walking excitedly back and forth.

"Want to do it today?" (Karina)

"No, I'll do it tomorrow, but first I have to take care of the Dragon of Light." (I)

"Are you really going to abandon him depending on the answer he gives?" (Karina)

"Yes, this Dungeon is not a charity, I won't accept someone unwillingly so easily." (I)

"But it would be a shame, I already chose a new name for him." (I)

"Talking about him, a Dragon of Light has been appearing in my dream for the past few days along with a Dragon that seems to be made of stars, you know something about that." (Karina)