The movie king cheats every day

Chapter 63

When boarding the plane, the person sitting next to Qin Muqiu was Da Xuan, Qin Muqiu sat on the inside, and Da Xuan sat on the outside, it was because of this that he was able to fall asleep so peacefully.At this moment, he suddenly woke up and found that there was a change of people around him. His first reaction was to be dazed, and then the emotions that had finally calmed down surged up without warning in an instant.

Just like a sad child would feel more wronged for no reason when seeing an adult, Qin Muqiu felt this way after seeing Yu Yan.Only at this moment did he realize that his dependence on Yan had already become so deep.

When he was at home, he couldn't vent his emotions excessively in front of his mother, because that would make his mother even more sad.It's different when facing the other party now, all Qin Muqiu's grievances and sadness don't need to be hidden in front of the other party.

Qin Muqiu turned his head away with a sore nose, Yu Yan stretched out his hand to hold his hand calmly, rubbing his warm fingertips gently on his hand, as if trying to convey his own warmth bit by bit into each other's hands.

I don't know if it was because of Yu Yan's small gestures that comforted Qin Muqiu. After a while, he finally calmed down a lot. He turned his head and asked, "Why are you here?"

Qin Muqiu's eyes were still red, and his voice was a little nasal, which sounded soft and fragile. When Yu Yan looked at him, a lot of tenderness suddenly appeared in his heart, and he wanted to hold him in his arms and rub him into himself. in the body.

He lowered his voice and said: "At this time, how could I not come? I didn't say it before, just because I was afraid that you would be under pressure, and I was afraid that my aunt would be unhappy if I invited myself, so I hid it secretly, and I was not here with you." Appeared earlier. I thought you would stay for a few more days, but I didn't expect you to be in such a hurry, so I bought the same flight ticket as you."

Frankly speaking, if Yu Yan had told him in advance, he would definitely be under pressure, especially after seeing those books in his father's study, Qin Muqiu had more complicated emotions about his relationship with Yu Yan.

But even so, when he thought of Yu Yan who was by his side during these extremely painful days, even though he couldn't meet each other, he still felt warm in his heart.

"What about the group?" Qin Muqiu asked.

"Don't worry, I just came after everything was explained. The production crew is running as usual and there is no stoppage." Yu Yan still held Qin Muqiu's hand and said, "You are not here. The scenes that can be filmed are not too important. With them It's perfectly fine to stare."

Hearing what Yu Yan said, Qin Muqiu felt better. If Yu Yan delayed the filming schedule because of himself, even if he paid all his film salary in advance, it might not be able to make up for the loss of the crew. For them, it's not just money that can be measured.

"I called you that day, but your phone was turned off." Qin Muqiu said.

"I was staying in a hotel near your home at the time. I was afraid that I would not be able to help telling you when you asked me, so I turned off my phone. Because I want to see you so much, I will definitely not be able to help it." Yu Yan said : "The main thing is, I don't want to lie to you either."

Qin Muqiu thought about his mood when he made the phone call that day, and thought that luckily the phone didn't get through.He didn't know what he wanted to say to Yu Yan at that time. After he came out of his father's study, he was filled with self-blame and guilt, and even thought about breaking up with Yu Yan.

But what does this matter have to do with Yu Yan?Could it be that if he broke up with Yu Yan, his father would come back to life?Moreover, the sadness and guilt are all his own, there is no reason for Yu Yan to bear it with him.

Qin Muqiu is not an unreasonable person, he knows that he and Yu Yan are not wrong in this matter, but the pain brought to him by his father's departure makes him a little bit cornered for a while.

"What do you want to tell me that day?" Yu Yan asked seemingly unintentionally.

Qin Muqiu was silent for a moment, thinking of what Yu Yan said a moment ago that he didn't want to lie to himself, so he said, "I don't want to lie to you either, so you better stop asking." Telling this matter will only make Yu Yan angry or disappointed , is of no benefit to either of them.

Yu Yan raised his eyebrows, but he really didn't continue to ask.

In the second half of the journey, Qin Muqiu fell asleep all the way in a daze, and just woke up after the plane landed. He felt that he could go directly to the set to start work after washing his face, but Yu Yan naturally would not agree, and because he was more than expected. The time came back earlier, and the crew's announcement needed to be revised again, so he had to start work tomorrow morning at the earliest.

Yu Yan didn't return to the crew that day, but just made a phone call to inquire about the shooting situation.

Fortunately, the team selected by Yan did not disappoint. Even though Yu Yan was not in the group these days, due to the proper arrangement, the filming went very smoothly without any mistakes.Overall, there was no impact on filming progress.

Because he slept all the way on the plane, Qin Muqiu couldn't sleep at night.After taking a shower, he lay on the bed and flipped through the script, while Yu Yan edited tomorrow's shooting notice in front of the computer beside him.

Qin Muqiu looked at his scenes for tomorrow against the new bulletin made by Yu Yan. There was a scene in which the main character learned of his master's death. Because that scene was followed by a martial arts scene, it was left empty. up to now.

Immediately after this scene was the scene where he locked himself in the room and drank, and then Chen Xi went to drag him out.Qin Muqiu remembered that he had been depressed that day, because he had never experienced the real situation, and he acted based on his own feelings at that time, but now the performance he wants to perform is not the same as the real feeling.

"What's the matter?" Yu Yan asked when he saw him holding the script and walked over to sit beside him.

"I suddenly remembered that the drinking scene didn't go well that day." Qin Muqiu said.

Yu Yan thought about it for a long time, and remembered the scene where he and Qin Muqiu were close to each other. He was still very satisfied with Qin Muqiu's performance, but it was reasonable to expect that the other party's experience would be different after having a real experience. .

After all, as far as the protagonist is concerned, the master in the play is also a master and a father, and the character's feelings almost coincide with those of Qin Muqiu.

"If you are not satisfied, we will make it up later." Yu Yan said.

"Forget it. Acting is a pity. It would be too pretentious to reshoot if the feeling is different." Qin Muqiu said: "Besides, you are so used to my faults, and I changed the director later. Shouldn't you be used to it?"

"Then you can only shoot my scenes from now on, I've always been used to you." Yu Yan leaned over and kissed the corner of his lips, took the script away from his hand, and said, "Don't read it, you can pour it down." Memorize it. Chat with me for a while, you haven't talked much since you came back."

Qin Muqiu adjusted his posture with Yu Yan's arm, leaned on him, and said, "I don't know what to say, I also saw his body when I went back this time, but after finishing the funeral, I still I always thought it wasn't true."

"When I was at home, I always felt that he would open the door and come in at any time, as if I would hear him call my name at any time." Qin Muqiu sighed, his eyes were red again, "But I know he really left."

Yu Yan stroked his back with one hand and said, "If you're sad, just cry."

"What does it look like for a big man to cry all the time?" Qin Muqiu sniffed and said, "In the first two days, I couldn't breathe when I thought about it. Later, I saw his ashes buried in the ground with my own eyes, and cried a lot. After one game, it didn't seem so uncomfortable."

"When I think about it now, I just can't bear it. I always feel that I owe him. When he was alive, I didn't even see him for the last time." Qin Muqiu said: "I failed to be a son that satisfied him."

Yu Yan let him talk without interrupting, until he stopped, and then said: "There is no father in the world who is satisfied with his son, but there is no father who is completely dissatisfied with his son. .”

Qin Muqiu suddenly remembered that Yu Yan's father seemed to have passed away more than five years ago.At that time, Yu Yan was younger than himself now, and he must have been more reluctant and sad than himself.

When it comes to the death of parents, the older the person, the easier it is to look away.Because the understanding of the world and life is deeper, the attachment to companionship and living will be reduced accordingly. This has nothing to do with the depth of love, but only with the view of life.

"I haven't heard you talk about your father before." Qin Muqiu said.

Yu Yan adjusted his posture, lay on the bed, let Qin Muqiu pillow his arm, and then recalled his very distant past.

"That year, I didn't get my diploma, and I got the first opportunity to direct an independent film. Although it was only a 10-minute online film, it was a hard-won opportunity for me." Yu Yan said in his tone. It sounded very calm, but Qin Muqiu could feel the other party's heart beating very fast.

Yu Yan continued: "On the first day the machine was turned on, my mother called and said that my father was sick and was hospitalized. I hurried back to take a look, and they all knew that I would start the machine the next day, so they didn't tell me that my father was seriously ill. It's just that you need to be hospitalized."

The young Yu Yan was full of ambitions. He never thought that his parents would hide such an important matter for his career, so Yu Yan rushed back to the set that night.

"At that time, the film's investment was 90 yuan, and the investment company was not large, so this film can almost be said to be about the fate of that small company, and of course it is also very important to me." Yu Yan said: "I I was filming in the group, and I only went back to watch it once in the middle, and I walked and went back all night, using my sleep time to go. At that time, Yang Jie helped me take care of my dad in the hospital. He didn’t tell me the truth, and kept me a secret. Damn it."

Qin Muqiu's heart tightened, and he couldn't help feeling sorry for Yu Yan.

"He passed away the day before I finished shooting, and I only got the news after I finished shooting." Yu Yan said, "On the way back, I was angry and annoyed, and all the sadness turned into paranoid anger. I wanted to see him again. You must beat Yang Jie up, and ask him why he lied to me!"

But later, after Yu Yan met the other party, seeing the other party's eyes swollen from crying, all the anger in his heart directly turned into self-blame.How could he blame others?You can only blame yourself.

"You didn't hit him, did you?" Qin Muqiu asked.

"Of course not. I wouldn't hit someone easily. Besides, he has been taking care of my father for me. It's too late for me to thank him." Yu Yan's voice sounded relaxed, but it's clearly not an easy topic. It's just that after so many years In the past, the years have washed away all the heaviness in it.

Yu Yan said: "Shortly after, Yang Jie and I broke up. But it wasn't because of this, Yang Jie probably thought of his parents from this point of view, and felt that he should find a woman to marry and have children, so he really went to Done."

"Fraud marriage?" Qin Muqiu asked.

"It doesn't count." Yu Yan said: "He also likes women, and he was probably really tempted to get married at that time."

Qin Muqiu sighed, not knowing what to say.

Yang Jie later married, but divorced without having children.Later, for some reason, he wanted to turn around again, but it was a pity that this "hard-hearted" Yu Yan didn't intend to give the other party a chance. People can't fall into the same pit twice, let alone a smart person like Yu Yan.

"I'm talking about him." Qin Muqiu said helplessly.

Yu Yan twitched the corners of his mouth slightly where Qin Muqiu couldn't see, and said with a bit of helplessness: "Every time I think of him, I will remind myself that many things can only be chosen once, and once the choice is made, you have to go one by one. Hei, go to the dark and never look back."

Qin Muqiu was startled when he heard the words, and realized that he was probably the way Yu Yan planned to go to the dark.

"Mu Qiu, promise me that you will live your life according to your own wishes. You can care about other people's expectations and opinions of you, but you can't change your original intention because of this." Yu Yan said.

Everyone understands the truth, but how many people can do it.