naruto-story Chapter 482 Want You
Chapter 482 Want You
Tears unexpectedly fell from the end of his eyes and quickly fell into his hair.
Jin Yan sighed.
"Ah Qi used to always say that life should not be all about love, nor should it be all about men. She scolded me for wasting time on unworthy people and losing myself in relationships, thinking that self-sacrifice can gain equal attention from others. She said it was love brain."
"I thought, maybe love is really a poison that penetrates the intestines, and I don't want to taste it anymore. I am not tempted by Chang Zhe's kindness and enthusiasm, but I am wary of Li Ping's preference and enthusiasm. I can do everything, but I don't seem to want to do it anymore. Be sincere with others.”
"Until I returned to the capital and met my mother, I originally just wanted to gain family affection from them, gain their protection, become a carefree and powerful princess, and at the same time do my best to protect Prince Jin's Mansion. To atone for the mistakes of the past life.”
"I had a clear purpose, I was moved, and I suppressed the move rationally. I thought I would continue like this for the rest of my life, but later on, my eldest brother and my parents protected me and were considerate of me. If my second brother had any good things to do, I would do it. I'm sending it here, I seem to understand better what it feels like to be partial, I got what I didn't have in my previous life."
“Once people taste love, they become greedy and want more.”
At this point, she paused for a while, and shrank into the blanket. She was so small, like a kitten, so light-footed, which was inexplicably heartbreaking.
"When did I fall in love with you? Maybe it was the startling glimpse that day by the Qinggeng River, as if I saw a god descending to earth, or maybe it was you who happened to help me many times."
"I try to think of our relationship in the direction of a master and a disciple, and try to bring order to the chaos. Just treat it as one more friend and one more relative in the world. Now I know how to love my family. I have learned how to be loved. Love, and learn to love.”
"But no, it seems difficult. I learn everything quickly, and I pride myself on being smart, but I am stupid in this matter. I am also smart and always look for opportunities to get along with you. I am domineering and twisted."
"I keep telling myself that maybe you have your own reasons. I clearly see care and preference in your eyes. When you attacked Xi Yunchang that day, I was shocked beyond measure, and I felt a lot of sweetness in my heart."
"I always think that gods love mortals because they are merciful, but if gods only love one mortal and become possessed by one mortal, it turns out to be such a shock. I think I am going to go the same way in my previous life again, and there is no cure. But my mother said , there will always be a good enough man in the world, and if I can meet him, I will be lucky, so I thought, maybe God saw that I was too miserable in my previous life, so he wanted me to live a better life in this life, and just sent such a man in front of me."
Her voice became choked.
Her dignity and pride were torn to pieces at this moment, but she was too stubborn to cry too embarrassed in front of him. Wen Yan would always feel distressed, but she didn't want to make him feel distressed.
So I wiped my tears randomly, but I still couldn't stop trembling all over.
She didn't dare to look at him, naturally she didn't know that the man beside her had already had red eyes, and crystal clear tears were on his face. His eyes were pitiful and doting, like a thin blanket falling on her body.
The unspeakable sourness and pain are entangled and intertwined, making people lose courage and feel confused.
"Ayan, I'm sorry."
He said in a daze, "What are you sorry for?"
He was not good enough, he crossed the line, he provoked her in the first place.
She should have left when she was brought to the capital. If she had returned to Buzhou Mountain at that time, many things would not have happened later.
Is it her or himself who is greedy?
Everywhere he looked, she looked like an elf, her cunning when she pretended to be innocent, her cold face when she was angry, her joy and dripping when dancing on the snow, her joy in the crowd...
Her vitality is so strong that she keeps growing in every gap, facing the direction of the light, steady and firm.
She was experiencing the feeling of being alive, but she didn't expect that she would also experience it with her.
but……
He couldn't calculate his fate and didn't know it would cause her such harm.
He saw the forbearance and tacit understanding between each other from a distance, and the inability to sleep all night long.
Of course I feel distressed, otherwise I wouldn't stay here and not leave, and of course I can't do anything, otherwise I would step forward to hold her body and gently coax her.
Jin Yan stopped talking. She closed her eyes tiredly and curled up into a ball, with tears glistening on her face.
Wen Yan just looked at her like this, his eyes hot and sad.
He raised his hand and put it down again, like a mental lapse.
He has never encountered such a problem in his life. It would be fine if he was alone in pain, but she didn't feel it either.
I don't know how long it took.
The moon was hidden in the clouds, the wind blew the leaves gently, the morning star in the east was already hanging in the sky, and the sky turned dark blue.
She seemed to be asleep, the tears on her face had dried up, and her red lips were dry and chapped.
His lips were gently touched and felt slightly cool.
Her eyelashes trembled slightly, her washed eyes were red and swollen, and her eyes were filled with confusion.
Wen Yan held the backrest of the rocking chair with his other hand, bent down slightly, and his tall body covered her whole body.
His eyes were sunken and there were black bruises under his eyelids.
"Ayan is so stupid. How can there be a god in the world? He is not a god, and he is not compassionate. He just hides in a dark corner and looks at a person cowardly."
Her expression moved, with surprise in her eyes.
Wen Yan's eyes were obsessed and contradictory, and he moved his gaze downwards, landing on her lips.
"I didn't change your life alone. In my previous life, a person named Ah Qi came to me and asked me to help you. I felt bored at the time and agreed to her. Live your life again. You should bloom brilliantly and live a hundred years without worries. Ayan, isn’t this good?”
He was confused and frowned.
She was so shocked that she recalled Ah Qi's vivid face in her mind and sniffed again.
After a while, she raised her eyes to look at him again.
"It's good, but not what I want most."
"Then what do you want?"
"want you."
His pupils shook violently, his breathing became heavier, and the force on his hand subconsciously increased. She frowned in pain, and he immediately let go, looking at a loss.
It took a long time for Wen Yan to find his voice, "That's not what you said before."
"That's because I'm young and careless."
"That was only a year ago."
"But I've been through a lot this year."
Jin Yan answered every word very solemnly, fearing that he wouldn't believe it. .